Coming out of a Cave after Mercury Retrograde with the New Moon in Ophiuchus.

Udja. Good Rising Great Awakenings, Grand Openings and Closings.

First allow me to my express gratitude for these HeruScopes and Good Rising TV reports. And for those of you that actually follow them. They really are all about self care and global healing. I am so very grateful for the wisdom, music, and healing that comes through. Although it is very time consuming due to low wifi, this work is so worth it Especially when I reflect on the unfolding of events that occurred last week. These reports also show how the energies are played out in our reality. Last week, with Mercury Retrograde in Ophiuchus, and even before that when the Moon lined up with Sirius and Orion, I knew that something truly magical was about to happen. I was in fact preparing myself to “go to battle” with a former partner involving the festival called Reggae Wellness. I was literally giving my self a tune-up, to prepare to speak out and stand in my truth. I had no idea how far and wide my voice would travel back then.

If you are at all interested, please take a moment to watch the previous videos, the earlier HeruScopes Analyses, Then read the news articles about the Rape Case and watch the news reports, on the story of my personal trauma, and healing journey, about the need to be heard and listened to. in fact, just do a search for #endthesilence #bluelotusspeaks or just search tyson at my website for more info on the early chapters of this healing journey. So what is this, chapter 13?

This HeruScopes Analysis for the New Moon in Ophiuchus contains an update to my very first blogpost on this issue. So, I will start there,. Then after I have posted all of the pertinent links to articles from various media sources that covered the story, will begin the HeruScopes Analysis for the New Moon in Ophiuchus, along with Mercury Direct update as well. The Analysis will later be accompanied by a video featuring KemeTones Self Care with Tuning Forks, Global Prayer with Cosmic Chimes, Chanting and Singing for Ancient African Adorations: Devotional World Music all in alignment with the HeruScopes 13 Month Sidereal Kemetic Astrology Reading.

One Portal Closes, Another Door Opens:

Retrogrades are referred to portal openings and closings. I have written at length about Portal Of Djehuty Openings here on this blog and many HeruScopes reports. This one is about Venus Direct and Mercury Retrograde. The Good Rising TV Videos are posted on that page, and here as well…

And here are the Good Rising TV Videos from that time, leading up to the incredible media adventure that soon followed…

Healing Sounds for Mercury Retrograde

Here are the pertinent articles and news videos

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984: I Survived RAPE by Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

I posted an update about my healing: 

About the Concert for Tchiya Amet Day June 7 2014 in Austin Texas

In January 2016, i retweeted my post during the #astrosh movement. Azeen Ghorayshi from buzzfeed reached out to me and went on to write an article in 2018 after an extensive investigation. The only other writer/blogger/ or scientist that spoke out publicly was Hontas Farmer who showed and expressed enormous support throughout the entire journey. This is the first article of many from this Quantum Gravity

Neil DeGrasse Tyson Accused of Rape: #astroSH Was Mainly Silent.

Time travel forward to November 2018.

During Portal of Djehuty Opening/ Mercury Retrograde

Exclusive: Neil deGrasse Tyson’s Rape Exclusive: Neil deGrasse Tyson’s Rape Accuser Gives First Public Interview

This article contains video of an interview by David McAfee. This is his second article on the case. He was once a huge fan of Tyson…

Last Day of Mercury Retrograde in Ophiuchus

Two More Women Accuse Neil deGrasse Tyson of Sexual Misconduct

This article is also by David McAfee. My story got zero attention until these two brave souls spoke out. I pray that they have received as much healing as I have as a result of their actions.

Neil deGrasse Tyson Breaks Silence, Denies Sexual Misconduct Accusations

His facebook post made him look so much worse than he already did.

Mercury Direct

In A Crowded Theater, She Accused Neil DeGrasse Tyson Of Rape. Eight Years Later, Her Story Is News

Bill Bradley at huffingtonpost.com focused his report on the confrontation at the Palace of Fine Arts in April 2010 on National Sexual Assault Awareness Day.

Nobody Believed Neil deGrasse Tyson’s First Accuser. Now There Are Three More

This article is by Azeen Ghorayshi, at buzzfeed.com. She conducted a very thorough investigation that lasted almost 3 years. She is the woman that broke the #astrosh story about sexual harassment in astronomy departments. I am so grateful to her and her staff for seeing and listening to me as I chose to stand in my truth. She did an excellent job telling all of our stories.

Neil deGrasse Tyson Rape: Fox and Nat Geo Must Have Known.

From Quantum Science Hontas Farmer

Fourth woman accuses Neil deGrasse Tyson of sexual assault, claiming he groped her after drunkenly propositioning her at a museum party in New York

New Moon

WGN

Chicago woman who accused Neil deGrasse Tyson of sexual assault shares her story

NBC Today Show

Neil deGrasse Tyson accused of sexual misconduct by multiple women

Sexual Misconduct Allegations Against Neil deGrasse Tyson Reveal the Complexity of Academic Inequality

Scientific American. A post by a Black Female Physicist. Many are bringing to light the loss of a career and of a dream. Loss of Income. This is the current phase of healing. Acceptance of what is no longer and will never be.

Neil deGrasse Tyson and the Careers That Weren’t

The Atlantic

Neil deGrasse Tyson: Proved Scientist Are Not Infallible. A Learned Opinion.

Quantum Scoence

I know that some people cannot take me seriously because of all the ancestral and celestial resources and references. This goes against their own beliefs and spiritual practices. But what does that have to do with rape?

The news broke on the last day of Mercury Retrograde. The TV News videos were taped December 6, the first night of the New Moon. Also would have been 32nd wedding anniversary for the marriage that was affected by the rape. At the moment of the preparation of this report, The Sun and Moon are In Ophiuchus, and Mercury is Direct in Libra.

This very long report will serve as a reminder and testimonial to us all about the healing power of the sacred word when aligned with the Cosmos. The chants that cane thru were very helpful in moving through all of these communications and revelations. I am humbled by and in awe of the synchronicity.

People ask why did I take so long? It took so long because my throat chakra ( in Kemet, known as Aritu or Sefech Ba Ra) had been closed down due to all of the trauma. The creativity chakra and throat chakra are connected. When we are traumatized, we are in effect, silenced. Sometimes it takes decades to heal the womb chakra and so it takes that long to speak. Every single body, every single light being trapped in a watery encasement, vibrates at different frequencies, so recovery times cannot, should not, must not be compared, only observed. But when judgement is projected, the healing environment is no longer safe. Once I had done a significant amount of clearing energy blocks in both my womb and throat chakra, in alignment with the cosmos, the healing process reached a climax and resulted in a breakthrough. Rape and assault also affect the Root Chakra, which is what connects us to the Earth, it is the Grounding Force. When imbalanced, this affects our sense of stability, security and financial freedom. When this chakra is brought into alignment, abundance, prosperity and bountifulness can at last be experienced.

How did I find the courage? It was either my life or his. I was ready to kill myself and so obviously, I chose to live, and stop protecting my rapist and all of his fans. To be an authentic healer, I had to be able to discuss my own trauma with transparency. Up until recently, I still carried the fear of what would happen if he found out that I had told anyone. So I just decided to speak instead of remaining silent. To live instead of dying slowly day by day.

In addition to all the yoga, prayers, meditation, energy dancing to eliminate blockages and toxins, hours of Ho’oponopono (Ancient Indigenous Hawaiian Spiritual Technology of Forgiveness), Therapy, gallons of Chamomile Tea ( Calming and Soothing) and Red Raspberry Leaf Tea ( for Womb Wellness) writing in my journal, the Trip of 2014 ( visited scene of crime, put on an event to draw attention to the issue of sexual assault on college campuses, visiting a shelter, visiting the Astronomy Department, swimming in the healing waters of the Hill Country around Austin, Tx, and filing the police report), ten day fast. ( which was supposed to be 40 days, and was actually a cover-up for attempted suicide…), training for and participating in a half marathon race, traveling to sacred sites as on a pilgrimage seeking enlightenment and healing not just as a tourist, “Sacred Woman” work with Queen Afua, decades of therapy, practicing Japanese Buddhism for 20 years, recording and performing Reggae and World Music Artist for over 30 years, what has brought the MOST transformative healing to my life has been Music ( naturally!), Sound Healing and Egyptian Yoga: studying the Teachings of Shetaut Neter and working with Dr. Muata Ashby and Dr. Karen Dja Ashby. In fact, it has been the super powerful combination of all three in these Good Rising TV episodes that has really created an opening for me to climb out of the tower of emotions and cave of darkness that has silenced me for years. Decades. These practices have allowed me to let go of attachments, let go of judgement, let go of the illusions of the material world. Let go of anger and frustration. Let go of the pain. Let go of fear. Let go of people that I no longer need to know. Enabled me to stand in my truth without crying, without fear. In fact I am learning how to use fear as a weapon to pierce through the veil of illusion and be victorious. I now look for the Gift in Every Adversity, am learning how to Turn Poison Into Medicine. And have finally stopped seeking justice in a world of corruption.

As for the rape case with Mr. Tyson, at this New Moon, there is a New Attitude. I have let go of physical pain, (2005-2010). I have faced my fear of him finding out that I knew it was a rape. I am now free to discuss my healing journey with others, free to explain why I dropped out of grad school because it is now public record. I first spoke my truth publicly in 2010, then again in 2014. Finding my voice, my power. This empowered me to let go of emotional pain. I achieved my goal of finding others that experienced his brutality and wickedness in 2018.

The next phase of this process will be healing from the loss: loss of career(s): my Astronomy career was ended like a miscarriage, and because my Reggae Music Career ended with my marriage. I once tried to keep it going, but whatever was, is over and now something else must take its place. Loss of income, loss of my marriage, loss of relationship with oldest daughter, the loss of my Mother also in 2010. in fact all relationships have been affected because of the loss of trust in humanity. Especially men. I now have trust in My Self and in the Divine that exists within all of us, all life. But as far as individuals go, those days are long gone. At any moment, someone can come out of a bag on you and cause destruction. Can lie, steal. Yes they can love, but hopefully, that doesn’t hurt! Lol! I have learned to stop trusting people and rather be prepared for them to betray, deny, cheat, rob, or violate. No one in human form is free from suspicion. I have also learned to stop seeking justice in a world of corruption. And, I no longer accept things from men that I did not ask for: every time that I do, it ends in disaster.

From now on, preparing myself to respond to any situation while Being Enlightened. Striving to live as A Truly Peaceful Warrior. No longer seeking friends or any type of relationships unless they can help me achieve this goal. Otherwise, it is a distraction, put in place to keep me stuck in a material world of delusion ignorance violence and depravity.

This concludes the Update on the Healing Journey of Tchiya Amet that Began in 2005, Opened Up in 2010, Sprang Forth in 2014, Culminated during Mercury Retrograde and Reached a Plateau During the New Moon in November-December 2018, in Ophiuchus the 13th Zodiac, the Season of Imhotep.

Now for the HeruScopes

Here is the 13 Month Sidereal Astrology Chart for the New Moon in Ophouchus which happened on December 7 at 1:21 am cst. I thought I would be producing this analysis and accompanying video then. However, I was on the phone all morning with reporters and was being interviewed for television broadcasts late into the evening. I am looking to this analysis to shine light on what is to come for this Moonth ( Moon Cycle) Winter Solstice Alignment ( December 19-22 or around that time) and Sirius Culmination ( December 31). Letz Dive Right In! For more information, visit heruscopes.com and download the HeruScopes Manual and Resource eGuide for reference.

Letz Begin with Imhotep, Ophiuchus.

Sun and New Moon in Ophiuchus. The Sun is in Ophiuchus from November 30-December 18.

Dua Ra Dua Sesheta M Imhotep.

Creativity Expressed, and Writing to bring about Purification and Healing. Well all of the communications that went on and revelations experienced while Mercury was Retrograde in Ophiuchus can now continue to do the healing work. Sesheta, representing the New Moon, New Beginnings, the Goddess of Writing and Record Keeping, of Math, Astronomy, Astrology, Engineering, Architecture and Sacred Geometry. In the sign of healing, until the Next New Moon, this will be the focus of creative outlets.

Jupiter is still in Scorpio, Observing and Expanding Our Purified Desires, see previous posts about this

However Mercury has moved on to Sidereal Libra, along with Ceres. Dua Djehuty Dua Aset M Maat. Maat is the Goddess of Truth, Justice, Balance, Order, Righteousness, Reciprocity, Harmony, etc. I have recorded and posted several songs and chants for this Cosmic Force over the years….some of them will be in the Good Rising TV session.

This alignment lights the way for communications and divine intuition and nurturing that brings Peace to your Life. That Restores Maat to the World. Perhaps an increased awareness and connection to the Cosmic Mind. Surrender to the Cosmic Will. Stay Close to the Goddess Aset that lives within your heart. Live With Maat. Stand For Maat. When living in tune with these Cosmic Forces, you can Trust that the Words coming out of your Mouth have been carefully selected and chosen by higher power, and that your words will be received by others as Lotus Blossoms for the Mind, leading us all to Enlightenment.

Dua HetHeru Dua Maat Dua Lilith M Aspolia. Venus, Pallas Athena and Lilith in Sidereal Virgo. Susan Harmon inspired me to begin including the Asteroid Lilith to these reports. She represents uncovering secrets and truths being revealed. Also referred to as the Dark Side of Femininity. Aspolia is illustrated by a Seed, and at HeruScopes, it signifies planting Seeds of Intention in the Garden pf Life. Planting Seeds if Love and Beauty, Loving What Is, Acceptance. Seeds of Maat: Taking Right Action will bear the Fruits of Maat. Maat Anu, Maat Ari. Right Relations, Right Partnerships. Not just with other people, having an authentic relationship with oneself, and also with the world, with society, with the environment and with the Earth. Taking actions today that will bring one into closer alignment with Maat with Truth. As for Lilith, Speaking Ones Truth Today will Reveal Hidden Lies that will lead to a Brighter Tomorrow for oneself and others.

Please remember, the whole point of HeruScopes is so we can align ourselves with the Movement of the Cosmic Forces, with the Ancestors, so that we can be victorious like Heru, in the Myth of Our Own Lives. So that We Can Win! There is a time for everything on Earth. When we can see beyond time, time becomes a tool we can use to create, rather than a weapon used to control and imprison us….

The other Planets have not really changed too much so will close for now.

Here is the Olmec Mayan reading for December 7, the Ophiuchus New Moon:

Of course my sign 10 Ix, meaning I that my life resonates with this Galactic Tone of 10. However, Ix is a Black Jaguar. That is another story…

And for Today December 8, the day of this posting…

I love how the Olmec/Mayan readings, which are Galactic, somehow manage to consistently summarize these cosmic planetary details. Which is why HeruScopes personal analyses always end this way….

Stay tuned for the Good Rising TV session with KemeTones Cosmic Sound Healing Self Care and Global Prayers with Devotional World Music: Ancient African Adorations

Oneness

Tchiya Amet El Maat

aka

Arit Neter S Mery Maati

A Side Note: You may have noticed that I am going through a name “uplevel”re-branding etc name change. A few years before the news story broke, I could not find easily find my music, articles, wellness products or anything at my own website tchiya.com with a simple google search. Only articles that were linked to the rape. Since I have embarked on a second musical journey that reflects the current spiritual path of Devotional World Music and Ancient African Adorations, I now use a Kemetic Name to refer to this music project and also Kemetic Research and Tchiya Amet for the Cultural Projects, Reggae-Fusion-Jazz, etc. You can read more about it in New Moon New Tune So now, you might see me listed as Arit Neter S Mery Maati aka Tchiya Amet El Maat. Same Light Being, simply operating at a Lighter Frequency.

Missing Misty Upham

Misty said to me “Dad, every time a rape victim comes forward to get justice they become the cause of the matter!” This was not the first time Misty was raped and harassed by an Executive/Producer/Director/Actor etc. And you know who you are!

https://www.hollywoodlanews.com/misty-upham-raped-2013-golden-globes/

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She is wearing a Teal Blue Dress. Teal is the color for Sexual Assault Awareness. I don’t need to rewrite what has already been written. I have done what I do best, wrote a song about something that really touches my heart.  So that something positive can be done with the pain. But before you hear the song, read more about Missing Misty Upham.

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https://www.hollywoodlanews.com/misty-upham-raped-2013-golden-globes/

“Ellen Page today put out a statement about the humiliation she suffered at the hands of director Brett Ratner. Among the things she mentioned within her statement is the alleged rape of Misty Upham that her father Charles Upham posted about on Facebook on October 15.”

Here is his post:

The recent backlash with regard to Harvey Weinstein’s sexual allegations is blowing up like a NAPA Valley firestorm leaving a trail of victims in its wake. The smoke of this scandal can be seen through out the entertainment industry as many Hollywood insiders release a collective gasp. (Like you didn’t know this was going on!) The only thing bigger than the Weinstein media apocalypse is the hypocrisy that existed since the 1890’s when the casting couch, I mean movie camera was invented. Sure you now have found a sexual harassment poster boy in Weinstein that we can martyr to will ease the conscience of high society for a while. But this is not an isolated incident! This is an institutional problem that exists in in many Organizations and Corporate America including Religious Orders, Law Enforcement, Politics, Education, Federal, State and local Governments. The victims are not just women; they include men, elderly, mentally ill, children (male and female) of all races and even some animals.

My daughter, Misty Upham, was a victim of rape by a Weinstein Executive in 2013 at the Golden Globe Awards. The rapist forced her into the men’s room and had his way while other men in formal wear cheered him on as if he were chugging a beer in a contest. As Misty made the walk of shame back to the event, the Exec was given high fives, bragging rights and another notch in his Weinstein Co. belt. What should have been an auspicious occasion for Misty turned into a nightmare of pain, humiliation, fear and anxiety? Her mom and I pleaded with her to press charges since she still has the torn green dress she wore (Photo Above) with the DNA all over it. Misty was afraid to pursue charges because she knew Harvey Weinstein could protect his constituency and ruin her existence. Misty’s experience with Harvey Weinstein left her with the impression that he was a powerful man with many influential connections and could make people disappear. Once while riding in a limo with Quentin Tarantino, Harvey Weinstein and his assistant, somewhere between Salt Lake City and Park City, Utah, the assistant interrupted Weinstein and Tarantino’s conversation in a matter of urgent business; at which point Harvey Weinstein ordered the driver to stop and subsequently kicked his assistant out of the car in the middle of no where during a snow storm amidst subzero temperatures. Misty commented, “What if he freezes to death?” Weinstein retorted “ Somebody will come along and pick him up!” How could anyone expect a sincere investigation when the Weinstein’s company commander and chief is also a perpetrator? Misty said to me “Dad, every time a rape victim comes forward to get justice they become the cause of the matter!” This was not the first time Misty was raped and harassed by an Executive/Producer/Director/Actor etc. And you know who you are!

How many times have you heard the defense say things like: “She slept around with everyone.” or “She was smiling and flirting while being accosted!” or “She was dressed like a slut!” and “She knew what she was getting into but left with him anyway!” All of a sudden the rape victim become the blame in everyone’s eyes. This has been the trend now amongst Police Officers, Judges, Defenders even Prosecutors and witnesses alike. The rapist is not just a man thing either; this exercise of empowerment exists among every gender, ethnicity, age, sexual orientation and social class. The characteristic traits of these criminals are usually recognizable from childhood: A Bully, Socially Enabled, Possesses a Sense of Entitlement and Justified by partisan social circles. Sounds a lot like MANIFEST DESTINY (Google It). In many cases the crime becomes a matter of opinion and the rapist becomes the victim. It is no surprise that many rape victims stay silent. Most victims don’t report such crimes because they believe nothing will be done.

In the course of time the majority of the genders has developed a natural affection for the opposite sex or the same sex. In the ritual of courtship you may find yourself attending to your esthetic qualities in order to attract you mate. If this includes dressing provocatively, wearing makeup, flirting or even participating in a conversation that could lead to consummation. So what! That’s what people do! But nowhere in that ritual has the implied meaning been embedded that rape is ok. No means no! People are looking for a lasting relationship that is founded in love, trust and affection. Do you think a woman or her parents would want to have a relationship and have children with a person who raped her? Or would any parent brag on the fact that their child was best rapist in the family?

If Harvey Weinstein has become the poster boy of Sexual Harassment among the rich and powerful then Native American Women should exemplify the most disregarded rape victims in the Americas. According to the Violence Against Women Act of 1994 (VAWA) Indigenous Women have the highest rates of uninvestigated violent sex and abuse crimes among women per capita. Federal government studies have consistently shown that American Indian women experience much higher levels of sexual violence than other women in the U.S. Data gathered by the U.S. Department of Justice indicates that Native American and Alaskan Native women are more than 2.5 times more likely to be raped or sexually assaulted than women in the USA in general. First Nations women in Canada and Native American women in Border States like Minnesota and North Dakota have become the targets of commercial sex trade with little or no intervention from law enforcement. An intrinsic effort on the part of victims and advocacy groups was necessary to raise awareness so that Judicial, Legislative bodies and Politicians would be shamed into action on the behalf of the Native communities.

I know there are many people that will turn a blind eye, wallow in apathy or even entertain the thought of joining the ranks of sex abusers. Before you do I hope you recognize the emotional harm, life long pain and humiliation that these type of crimes bring to their victims; before you have to learn your lesson by experiencing the same type of abuse in some prison cell yourself.

Now listen to the song Missing Misty Upham by Tchiya Amet

“My name is Misty Upham (age 12), and someday you will know that name as the best living Native American actress.”

…but 20 years later, with her star on the rise after having acted in films with the likes of Meryl Streep, Julia Roberts, and Benicio Del Toro…and receiving an Independent Spirit Award nomination in 2008 for Best Supporting Actress (“Frozen River”)…her lifeless body was discovered at the end of a ravine in Washington State in 2014. She had battled depression and alcoholism in recent years, but what has remained puzzling is that her case has never been solved. Her father, Charles Upham, seeks to find answers in a documentary he’s producing and raising money for called “11 Days: The Search For Misty Upham”. #ColorYourVision

https://www.gofundme.com/11DAYS

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AIM Co-Founder Dennis Banks Remarks on Tragic Death of Misty Upham

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RepostBy @terraincognitamedia:
“TW: rape.
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This is Misty Upham. She was a promising young Native American starlet who was allegedly raped at the 2013 golden globe awards by an executive from an infamous distribution company in the men’s bathroom, WHILE A GROUP OF MEN CHEERED HER RAPIST ON. She never came forward for fear of her career and her life. About a year later she went missing and was later found dead. It was ruled a suicide, even though the autopsy stated that the cause of death was several blunt force trauma injuries to her head and torso. Her name was not spoken at the Golden Globes this year, and I think it is important that people know who she is. This picture is from the night she was allegedly raped, she was wearing that green dress. She had the green dress at the time she disappeared. The dress had DNA evidence on it. #goldenglobes#timesup #jezebel#harveyweinstein#quentintarantino #mistyupham#sayhername @oprah #hollywood#weinsteincompany #rapeawareness#rainn
https://www.cbsnews.com/…/juliette-lewis-misty-upham-feare…/

regram @yaaaschef @indigenousgoddessgang”
(via #InstaRepost @EasyRepost)

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By Lauren Moraski CBS News October 17, 2014, 2:51 PM

Juliette Lewis: Misty Upham feared being murdered

Juliette Lewis Claims Misty Upham Feared ‘She Could Be Murdered’

The Suspicious and Tragic Death of Native American Actress Misty Upham

Upham Family’s Shocking Statement: ‘Misty Was Murdered by Two Men’

Actress Misty Upham dies: Five notable film roles

I am still in shock that the same week that I spoke out/posted about being raped by Neil Tyson,  Misty was missing, and running for her life, because someone found out that she still had that teal blue dress with DNA specimens on it. Perhaps this is why I had to write the song. I know that it was given to me by one of Our Lakota Ancestors.

This was her last tweet….

Barbaric. Little bird I found tied by it’s leg on Muckleshoot reservation. pic.twitter.com/I5pWYk1pC7

— Misty Upham (@MistyUpham) October 1, 2014

Here is the video slideshow with the song.

 
It is Good to Share Knowledge and Truth. Even when it is Tragic and Sad.

Aho.

Tchiya Amet El Maat

From First Base to Rape

In response to an article by Teresa Jusino:

What Aziz Ansari’s “Apology” Says About How Men View Their Encounters With Women

https://www.themarysue.com/aziz-ansari-apology/

This is a very interesting article, because it deals with first base that unfortunately some men take to mean home run. Even at my age and after all I have experienced, even saying “take it slow”, “I really like you, but lets wait til we get to know each other better”, “let’s go to couples counseling before going further,” things can still go too fast. Even if you say “not now”, the very thing you do not want, is what you get. Then you are stuck with trying to transform this violation into a relationship. But in reality, it was a violation. It will always feel like a violation. No matter how much you like the person, no matter how pleasurable, it was still against your wishes…. and can never give you a real relationship.

What do we as women have to do before our feelings wishes intentions are heard and respected? Obviously keeping women covered from head to toe does not make things better. Why does kissing, dancing, affection, a conversation, an energetic connection or attraction, a glass of wine or a beer, a glass of water, give a man the right to TAKE what could eventually be offered with love, integrity and consciousness? Why is this behavior accepted tolerated and yet not discussed? Why are people looking forward to movies where this scene is played out over and over but not addressed in society? Why are rapists in public office? Making movies? Running planetariums and talking about the Cosmos on television? Because we live in a #rapeculture . Because the average person is addicted to violence and enjoys the privilege of convenience that comes about due to the suffering of others. Because the average spiritually enslaved person is so jaded, so disconnected from Spirit that they are able to block out the pain of their global family members. Do we need to take a witness or a referee when we decide to be alone with a man?

Basically, we go against ourselves in that moment out of fear of what that boy will do if you actually punch him or kick him or just keep saying no. He could get angry, or stop talking to you altogether. If he is not hearing you, then maybe you go along with it so that he will stop HARASSING you, or might you get raped, or end up dead. Sometimes after reporting rape, especially if it was by a celebrity, it gets much worse and you end up dead at the hands of authorities trying to keep you silent like #MistyUpham. Or maybe you just accept a glass of water, with no interest in sex or affection, and because you have been rendered unconscious, are not even in a position where you can say, ” No way in hell do I want to have sex with you. You are ugly and gross. Do not touch me.”

I want you to see that it only takes one second to go from “Not Tonite” to DEAD ON ARRIVAL, because we cannot control men once the monster in them has been activated. This is what needs to change, from birth, we need to raise boys to be Actual Men, not predators. But these days, sexual predators control every aspect of the game in this rape culture. For Women, there is nowhere to run. Fortunately in this day and time, for Rapists and Sexual Predators, there is nowhere to hide either.

For more info,

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984: I Survived RAPE by Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/2014/10/08/end-the-silence-end-the-violence-chapter-6-austin-texas-1983-1984-the-blue-lotus-speaks/

The Blue Lotus Speaks Chapter 5: OBERLIN FUCKING COLLEGE

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/2014/08/08/the-blue-lotus-speaks-chapter-5-oberlin-fucking-college/

The Blue Lotus Speaks: END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/the-blue-lotus-speaks-end-the-silence-end-the-violence/

Tchiya Amet El Maat

Who is the Blue Lotus and why does she speak? The Blue Lotus is the Collective Consciousness of All the Sadness and Sense of Loss from The Womb that holds the memories and stories of My Bloodline and all of My Past Lives. It is the Voice of ALL Wombs that know violation. She is Speaking because she can no longer carry the pain and it must be released. This Voice, This Song must be heard. She sings in Ancient Tongues and Languages. She brings Healing and Consciousness that becomes the Oneness. Hotep

HeruScopes©: Raising Sexual Assault Awareness, and Healing from it, is in the Stars!

Today is December 2, 2014.

OM RA IMHOTEP. THE SUN MOVES INTO OPHIUCHUS ON NOVEMBER 30.

When the Imhotep Portal is open, November 30-December18, when the Sun is in Ophiuchus, there is a tremendous opportunity for healing, growth, and enlightenment. The effects of this can be felt globally. When one is also aligned with the cosmic forces known as Sedna and Chiron during this time, the healing potential is enhanced and increased. In 2014, the spotlight is on SEXUAL ASSAULT AWARENESS. I refer to this as SAA. Saa is a Kemetic term for Knowledge with Feeling. Wisdom with Understanding.

 

Sun in Ophiuchus FROM ASTROLOGY13.COM

 

Ophiuchus is the 13th constellation along the ecliptic, the 13th sign of the Zodiac of the HeruScopes© and other sidereal systems. For more information  on Ophiuchus, visit
Celestial Wisdom: True Zodiac has 13 Signs. Is Ophiuchus in your chart?

The sidereal astrologers use the actual motions of the Sun and Planets along the ecliptic. The Western or Babylonian system is completely man made, and is based upon the Earth’s orbit around the Sun, having nothing at all to do with stars . Except for the Sun of course!.They simply named each section of the earth’s orbit around the Sun after a constellation along the ecliptic, leaving out Ophiuchus.

HeruScopes© is an original sidereal system, coming from a Kemetic perspective. Kemet is the Ancient African Egyptian (Indigenous to Nubia and Nile Valley) name for the land, culture, and her people. HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014 for details.

Why do I state that Ra Imhotep is an opening for global healing and sexual assault awareness? Don’t we officially have the month of April to address sexual assault?

You can view the original post on this subject from the New Moon in Scorpio from last week:

The Blue Lotus Speaks: HeruScope© for Ip Sesheta
(Sidereal Scorpio New Moon) 2014
ALL SIGNS POINTING TOWARDS A CYCLE OF ADDRESSING, AND HEALING FROM, SEXUAL ASSAULT AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. 

Let’s take a momemt and review the HeruScope for this portal:

Om Ra Imhotep.

At HeruScopes,The Cosmic Force known as Imhotep represents the ability of humankind to heal and rise above our lower nature, especially our sexual nature. To rise above the sting of passion and desire that Scorpio can bring. To elevate our consciousness.

Rho Ophiuchi

 

In the illustration below, Ophiuchus is seen to be wrestling with a snake between his legs. This represents the ability of humanity to become untangled from our lower nature.  This is symbolized even further by the Hero stomping on the back of the Scorpion, thus stamping out the lower nature, such as oassions and desires. In other words, the fetters of Set, the Ego.

Ophiuchus

 

Imhotep has his own symbology, that is still used for the healing arts and professions to this day: The Caduceus. The Dual Snakes represent Aset and Nebt Het, the dual Goddesses of Truth of above and below, Heaven and Earth. They are cosmic forces that are here to assist us as we obtain Nehast, Spiritual Enlightenment.

OM ASAR ASET NEBT HET. OM MAATI MAAKHERU. 

 

Heru son of Aset and Asar, and Djehuty making adorations to the Djed-Pillar representing Asar from the coffin of the God’s Father of Amon and Priest of Hermonthis, NespanetjerenpeRa, 945-718 bc, now in the Brooklyn Museum

 

 

Aritu (Chakras) and Caduceus Relationship

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Once we are able to take control of our lower nature, purify and activate our Aritu, our Chakras, thanks to Ra Imhotep, we now focus our intention and our attention to the other cosmic forces that are present during this Portal Opening of SAA.

 

OM SESHETA  APIS:  Full Moon on December 6 in Sidereal Taurus.

from the old farmer’s almanac

“December’s Full Moon is called the Full Cold Moon. It is the month when the winter cold fastens its grip and the nights become long and dark.

This full Moon is also called the Long Nights Moon by some Native American tribes.

The Moon is full on December 6 at 7.27 am est”

Time for building nurturing and healing systems for our communities. Initiating Self Care Practices. This is an excellent time to write in one;’s journal. If you do not currently have one, this is the time to begin.

The Moon is in Taurus from December 5 thru December 7. It will spend a few hours in ASAR (ORIION), leading the way for transformation and rebirth. Renewal.

DJEHUTI IMHOTEP
Mercury in Ophiuchus December 3 thru 14, then moves on to PI MAERE (Sagittarius).

Powerful time for communications about healing. Standing in your Truth, and Speaking your Truth. At this moment, I am overcome with intense emotions and devotional feelings and living in awe at the harmony and synchronistically of the Divine. The alignment is beyond weds or description. I will just post a few images and move on….

END THE SILENCE. END THE VIOLENCE. THE BLUE LOTUS IS SPEAKING TO US.

#EndTheSilence  #BeenRapedNeverReported  #BlueLotusSpeaks

 

To learn more about Djehuty, visit

HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014

HeruScopes © Celestial Update: Aspolia 2014 Full Moon and The Portal Of Djehuty

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984, including Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

 

THE KYBALION A STUDY OF THE HERMETIC PHILOSOPHY OF ANCIENT EGYPT AND GREECE  BY THREE INITIATES

Dua to my Spiritual Preceptors, Sebai Maa and Seba Dja.
Here is another resource at egyptianyoga.om
THE KYBALION BOOK PROJECT

HETHERU IMHOTEP Even Venus is in Ophiuchus now, up until the end of the Fiull Moon, December 7.

More confirmation that now is the time to raise awareness, understanding and knowledge about the issue of rape and Sexual Assault. HetHeru, the Great Goddess of Beauty and the Life Force Energy. The Divine Mother Calling out to us for Healing in alignment with the Sun, Mercury and the communications we will receive during this Cold yet Nurturing Full Moon this weekend.

 

RaPhan Maat

learning lessons in life by either aligning with Maat, or going against Maat. There are 2 Roads in Life, which one will Humanity choose? RIGHTEOUSNESS OR UNRIGHTEOUSNESS? WISDOM AND ENLIGHTENMENT OR IGNORANCE? Where is the Justice Of Maat. Even if it is the Ariyu or Karma, or Soul Contract of the people involved, THAT DOES NOT MAKE IT RIGHTEOUS IN THIS TIME. Then again, all is in Divine Right Order. Very difficult to comprehend this one….

PiCheus Sekhmet for rest of month and beyond.
Wisdom and Expansion in the areas of Healing and the Life Force energy. Learning how to tame and control our own Sekhemn or Kundalini. Learning about our own healing abilities.

Heru PiCot Sahu
Making  efforts and taking courageous action to save water:  What should be our most cherished resource on Earth, is sadly, our most misused. Both Emotions and Higher consciousness are activated and utilized for the highest good.. Even going so far as taking heroic stance against corruption.

Heru/Uranus, represnts the Hero. Heroine i all of us. Each one of us is the Shero/Hero of our OWN myth.

What does Water symbolize? The Divine Feminine. The Goddess. The Womb. Yemaya.  Now that we are in Ophiuchus, aligned with a potent healing energy. NOW IS THE TIME TO RAISE AWARENESS AND ADDRESS THE ISSUE OF SEXUAL ASSAULT. RAPE. DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. And not only raise awareness, but also, how to heal from it, and how to prevent. Education.

Asar Pi Maere
Through Mid-December and beyond.
Transformation is achieved through expansion, beyond any preconceived notions, opinions, limitations, or beliefs.

Chiron KuUrKU
Self healing through the power of water. How ironic: the water that can heal we the people is the thing the corporations enjoy destroying the most. This is the time to heal the water and to protect the water. Now is the time to learn and gain knowledge from the water. Chiron is in the sign of KuUrKu until  December 25, then moves into PiCot Sahu, another watery sign. During this time,  emotions , energy in motion, can be healed and purified,  with water, and vice versa.  Yes, remembering the work of Dr. Emoto and the effect we can have on water.

Sedna Apis
Sedna is the archetype for survivor of assault and family violence. Turning poison into medicine. Sedna: represents overcoming Trauma and betrayal through self love and forgiveness. Fortunately, with the energy of Apis, we are loved, nurtured, adaptable, eloquent, and establishing value. WE have along time to work with this energy, so let’ do this! All the signs are pointing to this time as being the time for facing and heralding from sexual assault. Find a way to transform the predominant culture from a rape culture to a healing culture. This is what Imhotep/Ophiuchus is all about: a shift in humanity towards natural healing and confronting and conquering our lower sexual nature. NOW IS THE TIME!!!

 WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE VIOLATIONS OF THE GREAT MOTHER, OF MOTHER EARTH, OF ALL WOMAN, AND THE DIVINE FEMININE PRINCIPLE THAT LIVES IN ALL OF US! 

from falcon astrology.com

“Here is what Dr. Kathleen Jenks says about Sedna. “When victimization moves to the goddess-level as it does with Sedna, (it) signals us that there’s an extra depth of compassion for the abused. It also tells us that this goddess-archetype has the wherewithal to make a difference and empower that person whose (planets) are resonating with Sedna’s sphere of power. Sedna may come to represent an extreme terrain of the unconscious, one where issues of power, authority and respect for life do not separate from a respect for oneself.”

Sedna was discovered on November 14th, 2003 at 17 Taurus 58. Hapi Anniversary!!!!

ASTEROIDS: raising awareness of the Divine Feminine Principle.

Aset/Ceres in Imhotep until December 30: The Divine Mother is the Ultimate Healer and Nurturer.

Maat/Pallas Athena in Uraeus/ Serpens,  until Mid-December: dealing with one’s sexual nature, health. The serpent also represents the twin goddesses, Aset and Nebt Het. There is so much symbolism with the Uraeus, that I cannot go into right now…The Uraeus is associated with the energy of Virgo due to the proximity. Balance in consciousness of the material realm and the spiritual realm.  Being aware of both realities at the same moment.

Juno is in another serpent, the water serpent, Hydra!
More messages and confirmation that this is a time of healing from sexual assault, and obtaining Justice in the process.

Vesta:  Pi Maere
Time for expanding our relationships, possibly leading to travel. or taking on leadership roles.

 

OM RA IMHOTEP. OM SESHETA SEDNA APIS.
OM ASET DJEHUTY HETHERU IMHOTEP. 

This weekend, with the Full Moo in Sidereal Taurus, and so many signs in Ophiuchus, provides the perfect opportunity for healing rituals dealing with the Chakras, the Womb, the Divine Feminine, and Water. Healing for all that have been affected by the #rapeculture that has taken over this planet. The Continuous Raping of Mother Earth and all of Her children. Including Mike Brown, and his mother and family. Including each one of us.. Offer your prayers for healing for all survivors of rape, seal assault, and domestic violence.

 

Thank you for talking the time to soak in this wisdom and information. My intention is that you will spend sometime in reflection and prayer during the Full Moon. And if you are on your healing journey, may this also bring you alignment, comfort and peace.
Also, please ask to join the Facebook group: Blue Lotus Speaks. 

 

You can also join the mailing list here:
Cosmic Sound Healing Mailing List

 

M Mer N Khut. Hotep. Tchiya Amet El Maat, S.E.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks: Chapter 2

Please Read Chapter 1: End the Silence, End the Violence: The Blue Lotus Speaks on Tchiya Amet Day

This tells the story of how The Blue Lotus Speaks  came to be….

 

So, obviously, Chapter 2 will contain the update on the special moments of this healing weekend.

 

As I mentioned previously, when I found the Proclamation for Tchiya Amet Day from Mayor Kirk Watson in a box in January 2014, I really had no idea what it represented or where it might take me. When I began my 40 Day detox, I was pretty close to rock bottom emotionally, spiritually, financially, creatively, even mentally, So grateful to have my health! I just could not get things going in a positive direction. I did not know what to do with my music, and I certainly did not know how to take my healing journey to the next level.

 

Well, that little document manifested an amazing musical wellness event, and an action that I have wanted to take for 30 years, but didn’t even know it is what I wanted to do! LOL!

What follows are photos from the weekend.

 

During the course of this weekend  adventure, there has been sooooo much healing. Including, my healing with Austin Texas Hill Country. I swam in Barton Springs, Krause Springs and Deep Eddy. I was able to let go of so much pain, that I was able to fall in love with Austin all over again. I was able to call upon happy times when I frequented these swimming holes with my family. I wasn’t sad one bit! I was totally stunned and blissed out at the same time. Those waters are so healing and loving and nurturing. Wasn’t even cold compared to the snow melt Eel River of Mendo County! LOL!!

On Thursday June 5 I visited the astronomy dept at UT Austin 16th floor, where I was once a grad student. I went to see what I had missed. The place looks the same after 30 years. It was amazing. My emotions were fluctuating rapidly: happy to not be locked in a cubicle, yet sad that I did not become an astronomer/astronaut. I ran into a former professor. I took a photo outside what was once my office. I cried A LOT! Whew. release. Exhale.

 

I also visited the place where I had the encounter. In other words, where my so called friend, colleague, mentor, and like a brother to me slipped me mickey when I went to visit him one day after class, just like any other normal day. The building is no longer there. They have built something brand new and different. The tree is still there. The tree knows what happened. Even some ravens came to rest in the tree.

This Tree remembers what happened…and so do I…

 

On the street where we lived when we began our family…the actual house is no longer there, but the memories are still ever present.

Also went swimming. Ran into so many fiends that I had not seen in well, 13 years!

Sisters Eternal

 

with Harve Franks at Barton Springs

 

 

 

Friday I went to visit SafePlace Shelter for survivors of sexual assault and domestic violence. While I was walking towards the address, I passed by a beautiful Teal Blue apartment complex. I knew I was in the right place, I have never seen an apartment building painted the colors of sexual assault awareness before. TEAL! The apartment building is the transitional housing. Inside the emergency shelter, it felt like community housing, with individual families sharing group space pods. There is a full and complete school all the way up to high school. There is a commissary, so the residents never have to leave the facility. Much of the food is provided via donations. All of this makes it easier for the children to adjust and feel comfortable in the midst of chaos. There is also a separate residence for men. Unfortunately, men experience sexual assault too, and it is reported even less than by women.

 

Our Services

24-hour hotline • Emergency Shelter • Hospital Accompaniment for Sexual Assault Exams • Counseling •Legal Advocacy • Supportive Housing • Deaf Services •Children’s Services • On-Site K-12 School • Disability Services • Programs for Teens, Parents and Schools •Community Education

SafePlace is ending sexual and domestic violence through safety, healing, prevention and social change.

 

Didn’t feel appropriate to take photos, but here is video clip from the website…

with Ari after the Tour of the Facilities

 

I was able to reconnect with dear friends that knew me well before I started to play music professionally. I was able to see who I was as a younger woman, and reconnect with her/my younger self, as well. So many good feelings were being blocked by painful and negative memories. I even got to play music with my former life partner, an unexpected bonus that brought even more healing to the event on June 7.

 

Here is our first Mercury Retrograde Experience: Oya showed up (Yoruba Ancestor of Storms and Wind) and blew one of the tents UP OVER THE STAGE. FLIPPED IT RIGHT OVER THE STAGE, LANDED UPSIDE DOWN, BEHIND THE STAGE, PRESSING ON A POWER LINE. WHEW!

 

But that did not stop the show….

Isistren

 

 

Listening to Isistren

There was a Cosmic Sound Healing demonstration and Akeleah led us in a beautiful guided meditation. During the Musical Wellness event on Tchiya Amet Day, we even had a discussion circle. It was very powerful. We held a conversation about sexual assault. There were people of all ages, including a beautiful young family. Voices Against Violence was on hand to get the communications started. (Let me remind you that this event took place on the first day of this current Mercury Retrograde period…) It was sacred. It was real. It was the beginning of a future dialogue and the beginning of a movement. What I learned from this conversation is that prevention is key.

Synchronistically, there was another event with a similar theme: “Seeds of Hope – A Resource Fair and Celebration for Survivors of Domestic Violence.” | June 7, 2014
Austin City Hall 2 PM-6 PM  held on the same day and time! Next year, we will join forces for an even more successful event.

 

 

During a Sunday Rising session at Ecstatic Dance in Austin (?? Who knew that this powerful sacred form of group prayer began in Texas???) I was showered with downloads about what to do with my music and all of my creative skills and efforts. Even what to do with my life energy from that moment on. It was amazing! Just like my coach Jeffrey Van Dyk from bigvisionbusiness always says: “Whatever is in the way, IS the way!” Let me tell you, my trauma was in the way for 30 years! AND IT IS NO LONGER IN THE WAY: IT HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO THE WAY. TRANSFORMING MY POISON INTO MEDICINE FOR THE ENTIRE PLANET. Now all that remains is to watch this Teal Blue Lotus Blossom unfold…..

Teal Heals…

You might be wondering how did I come to choose the TEAL Blue Lotus?

Blue Lotus from Kemet; symbolizes consciousness, enlightenment.  Symbolizes the throat chakra, yes, and also the womb chakra. They are so connected you know….Blue? Purifying the consciousness, knowledge. When doing womb clearings, I utilize blue cosmic energy to unify and renew the womb to her original state with every breath. The throat chakra of course is a beautiful turquoise blue color. The color for SAA (Sexual Assault Awareness) is TEAL! Saa is a Kemetic word that translates into knowledge with feeling. Put all of this together, and you can see how the name came to be….THE BLUE LOTUS SPEAKS: END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE.

So, what happened on Monday? MORE SWIMMING! The Barton Springs Pool is still amazing….so healing…

 

Next, I took a trip to the Austin Police Department, where I proceeded to file a report against my assailant, yes 30 years after the encounter.

 

when I first got to station

felt better once I realized what I was doing there…

It was just something that I had to do in order to move forward. I have waited for so long to make sure that I was taking the right action. This entire event manifested from my pure heart, from a pure desire for healing and to see justice. there is much confusion about whether or not I can press charges. There was no statute of limitation on rape at the time, nor were there any DNA samples. I am not attached to the outcome. So we shall have to see how this plays out. I feel so much better now that I have “come out” about the assault. I feel so inspired to focus my efforts towards ending the silence and ending the violence.

At the end of the Circle, Erin of VAV asked us what we can commit to do to help raise awareness about sexual assault in the coming week. I answered that I was going to the police station. DID THAT!

I also have made the commitment to wear TEAL everyday, even if it is “just” toenail polish. Accents. Now I see teal everywhere. And you know what? It really helps me get thru tuff moments. i am not sure if all of the people that wear teal are aware of the symbolism, but it doesn’t matter. It makes me feel better whenever I see it. It reminds me that I am not alone. It reminds me that each time we speak up, raise awareness, listen to someone, hold space for someone, each time we speak to a youth about self respect, prevention, setting boundaries, self care, we are making a difference. It is healing for myself and others, and it feels good to heal the pain instead of just dealing with it.  Next step will be to receive training as an advocate for survivors of sexual assault. In the very near future, I will begin leading a group of women out here on the Rez that are all survivors of sexual assault and/o domestic violence.

 

this little photo was taken April 28, 2010 when I first decided to face my fears. This was the first time I took action, and confronted the rapist. Special Thanks to Sabryyah that inspired me both times to take action! I am wearing a teal shaw, war paint, and my feathers that I only wear for ceremony and/or performances. The very next day, my mom told me she had ovarian cancer. It felt as if  my clearing of my womb space affected my mother’s womb space. It was just too toxic. Now that she has made her transition, it is time to get back to cleaning my womb space, and to help other survivors to do the same.

Thank Goodness for Cosmic Sound Healing.
Austin, get ready for June 7, 2015…

I’LL BE BAAAACK!

Ankh, Udja, Seneb. Life, Vitality and Health!
Love Never Ends. It changes, and it changes us.

Love always, Tchiya