From First Base to Rape

In response to an article by Teresa Jusino:

What Aziz Ansari’s “Apology” Says About How Men View Their Encounters With Women

https://www.themarysue.com/aziz-ansari-apology/

This is a very interesting article, because it deals with first base that unfortunately some men take to mean home run. Even at my age and after all I have experienced, even saying “take it slow”, “I really like you, but lets wait til we get to know each other better”, “let’s go to couples counseling before going further,” things can still go too fast. Even if you say “not now”, the very thing you do not want, is what you get. Then you are stuck with trying to transform this violation into a relationship. But in reality, it was a violation. It will always feel like a violation. No matter how much you like the person, no matter how pleasurable, it was still against your wishes…. and can never give you a real relationship.

What do we as women have to do before our feelings wishes intentions are heard and respected? Obviously keeping women covered from head to toe does not make things better. Why does kissing, dancing, affection, a conversation, an energetic connection or attraction, a glass of wine or a beer, a glass of water, give a man the right to TAKE what could eventually be offered with love, integrity and consciousness? Why is this behavior accepted tolerated and yet not discussed? Why are people looking forward to movies where this scene is played out over and over but not addressed in society? Why are rapists in public office? Making movies? Running planetariums and talking about the Cosmos on television? Because we live in a #rapeculture . Because the average person is addicted to violence and enjoys the privilege of convenience that comes about due to the suffering of others. Because the average spiritually enslaved person is so jaded, so disconnected from Spirit that they are able to block out the pain of their global family members. Do we need to take a witness or a referee when we decide to be alone with a man?

Basically, we go against ourselves in that moment out of fear of what that boy will do if you actually punch him or kick him or just keep saying no. He could get angry, or stop talking to you altogether. If he is not hearing you, then maybe you go along with it so that he will stop HARASSING you, or might you get raped, or end up dead. Sometimes after reporting rape, especially if it was by a celebrity, it gets much worse and you end up dead at the hands of authorities trying to keep you silent like #MistyUpham. Or maybe you just accept a glass of water, with no interest in sex or affection, and because you have been rendered unconscious, are not even in a position where you can say, ” No way in hell do I want to have sex with you. You are ugly and gross. Do not touch me.”

I want you to see that it only takes one second to go from “Not Tonite” to DEAD ON ARRIVAL, because we cannot control men once the monster in them has been activated. This is what needs to change, from birth, we need to raise boys to be Actual Men, not predators. But these days, sexual predators control every aspect of the game in this rape culture. For Women, there is nowhere to run. Fortunately in this day and time, for Rapists and Sexual Predators, there is nowhere to hide either.

For more info,

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984: I Survived RAPE by Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/2014/10/08/end-the-silence-end-the-violence-chapter-6-austin-texas-1983-1984-the-blue-lotus-speaks/

The Blue Lotus Speaks Chapter 5: OBERLIN FUCKING COLLEGE

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/2014/08/08/the-blue-lotus-speaks-chapter-5-oberlin-fucking-college/

The Blue Lotus Speaks: END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE

https://tchiya.wordpress.com/the-blue-lotus-speaks-end-the-silence-end-the-violence/

Tchiya Amet El Maat

Who is the Blue Lotus and why does she speak? The Blue Lotus is the Collective Consciousness of All the Sadness and Sense of Loss from The Womb that holds the memories and stories of My Bloodline and all of My Past Lives. It is the Voice of ALL Wombs that know violation. She is Speaking because she can no longer carry the pain and it must be released. This Voice, This Song must be heard. She sings in Ancient Tongues and Languages. She brings Healing and Consciousness that becomes the Oneness. Hotep

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Blue Lotus Speaks: Sirius Culmination 2015 Reflections on 30 Years of Living with Trauma and Assault

Sirius CleaningGood Rising and Great Awakenings.
Today, It is
GREAT RISING AND SIRIUS AWAKENINGS!
January 18, 2015

The journey home from yet another fabulous Shetaut Neter Temple of Aset Temple of Heru WINTER SOLSTICE CONFERENCE, RETREAT AND FESTIVAL, was almost as powerful as the retreat itself. In fact, the experience is ongoing…….

Shetaut Neter Winter Retreat 2014

Wanted to take a moment to share some of the profound healing and reflections that have recently illuminated my life. These are thoughts and realizations that are allowing me to move forward faster than ever.

1. I was deeply moved by the hekau Nuk Pu Nuk Asar Asar: I am That I am Asar, Asar. The Teachings tell us to see ourselves as Asar, and to identify with his experiences and transformation. I began to see, and to feel, how each one of us is in fact Asar, that each one of us has been “cut up into pieces” by our relatives, society, oppression, etc. And that it is the loving wisdom and compassion of the Divine Mother that heals and puts us back together makes us whole,. In this instant, I was able to feel forgiveness and compassion for myself, and for all those that were involved in my encounters with violation of any kind.

 

aset getting djed pillar

 

 

Violence and unrighteousness occur where there is ignorance of the Divine. Cannot blame someone for being ignorant because society is designed to perpetuate ignorance. However, it behooves us to speak out against ignorance, unrighteousness, violence, assault, abuse, etc, and to stand up and seek Justice. This is Living For Maat.

healing asar
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2. Next I realized that when I feel doubt, fear, guilt, shame, etc. that is my Ego, that is Set. That anytime I believe that it is my own actions, thoughts, desires etc that alone cause a situation or person’s negativity into my space, that is my ego. Sometimes, I am being used by the Divine as a mirror. Sometimes, I am just in a place to serve as a witness. But no longer do I have to accept that I am “attracting things” just because I am shining light on certain issues. For instance, when people say the reason for the assault in August is because I started speaking out against rape in June, in honor of Tchiya Amet Day. Or because I finally spoke publicly about being raped by Neil deGrasse Tyson when I was a grad student at UT Austin in the 80’s.This is ludicrous!!! What I learned is that darkness is attracted to light, but that is no reason for light to stop shining. That is all the more reason to shine even more brightly! For awhile, I was trying to hide my light, to hide my truth. To hide from my Truth. But no more, thanks to a creep and a man that did nothing in August 2014, the end of my Chiron Return, I am determined to shine even more brightly than ever, to continue to speak up and sing out. Committed to End the Silence, End the Violence.

healing power

 

3. The third and probably most crucial realization follows:

Every single instance of trauma that I experienced happened at a time, place, or situation or relationship where I had received a “red flag” or intuitional hit that I should not be there, or not a good thing for me, but I ignored the message. Either I loved the person, place, thing, institution, message, ideal or potential, and was determined that I could endure no matter what.

 

Red Flag!

 

 

So, my intuition says, “Warning! Danger! Exit Stage Left Immediately!!” and I say things like,”Oh, it will be over soon. I don’t want to inconvenience them”, or “Well, they came all this way. It will be alright just this once”, “He will change and I can help”. “It’s not exactly what I am looking for, but she seems nice “, etc. The Universe does the only thing it can do, and I unconsciously help, because I KNOW it is not right for me: CREATE TRAUMA SO THAT IT WILL END, I HAVE TO END IT, OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT.  Yes, each and every trauma that I have encountered is because of something like this.  Ignoring My Divine Intelligence, My Inner Guidance, My Intuition. I forget My Self and listen to Set, the toxic ego.

Set

 

Heru and Set

Now, for the years that I was ignorant of the Divine, of my Higher Self, of my intuition, I must forgive myself 1000%. For the times that Set was in control. and I foolishly believed that I knew better than the Most High, I must also forgive myself. As well as the individuals that were involved.

 

Set Guiding the Barque of Ra

 

It is NOT about eliminating the Ego, or controlling Set, etc. It IS about PURIFYING the Ego, purification of Set, SUBLIMATING the Ego, so that the Ego serves you, rather than you serving the Ego,

 

The Correct Maatian Action for me to take is to continue to speak out and to help others to do the same, thereby seeking, and seeing, Justice in my own life, allowing me to see Justice in the World. This is my true desire: To see and experience Maat restored Upon the Earth in this lifetime.

 

 

OM MAAT GEB.

 

Note Geb covered in feathers: Maat Restored Upon the Earth

 

 

 

Which brings me to the Empty Cabinet at the top of this page.

Speaking of Order:

Monoah

Lluvia

When my daughters were young, we kept the Sabbath, we did major Spring Cleaning every year to be ready in time for Passover, the Full Moon after the Spring Equinox. When they moved away, I was unable to keep it up alone, especially the thorough spring cleaning in one month. So I stopped. After keeping this tradition for over 20 years, and then stopping for 10 years, I have decided to start again. There has been so much negative vibes that came in and out of my life in the years that I was NOT doing this! It is incredible to look back and reflect on what transpired during the ten years my family has been “cut into pieces”: 2005 is the year my oldest daughter, Monoah moved out, then Lluvia and I moved to Berkeley shortly after that. The rest will have to wait for the full length movie.

 

Sirius Cleaning

The most important thing is that I have decided to start again. And as you know, with HeruScopes, all the signs are off by about one month anyway, and it sure feels like the seasons are shifting, or that the magnetic poles have flipped. Therefore, instead of trying to get the entire house clean in one month, I begin with Sirius Culmination, January 1, and will see how far I can get, by myself, by the Full Moon after Spring Equinox. I began with this cabinet, taking out all of the dishes, washing the cabinet, washing all the dishes, then putting back the ones I am keeping. This will soon spread to every cabinet, every closet, every drawer, every wall, window and ceiling, every garden, until the entire house and the yards are cleansed and protected for another year.  I use lavender water, rose water, sage, sea salt, incense, sound like drums and sistrum. Again, it is about restoring order, setting boundaries, and maintaining them, paying attention to red flags, and leaving Set out of it, unless ready to serve the Divine.

The Story of how my spiritual practice, journey and culture have evolved from Rasta, to Hebrew Israelite, to Black Native, and presently to Kemetic (Cosmic) Sound Healer, Yogini and Priestess is yet another chapter, and we will get to that shortly….in the meantime,

If you listen to my music, you can experience this journey for yourself…
available at tchiya.com

or read “When Rocks Cry Out” by Horace Butler and you will get the idea….you might even understand!

After decades of NOT observing New Year’s Eve, I have come around to the Truth of this evening, and fully embrace Sirius Culmination, a grand time to reflect on past, present and future. A Moment in Time to Fully Align with the Cosmic Order of the Universe. A time to plan ahead for the strategy and implementation of Maat Restored On Earth: BALANCE, TRUTH ORDER, HARMONY, JUSTICE, RECIPROCITY AND RIGHTEOUSNESS .

HAPI NU YEAR. HOTEP. WADO. GA LI E LIGA. SHALOM. NAMASTE. AHO! ASHE! AND SO IT IS! IRIE!

Tchiya Amet El Maat, S.E.

 

HOTEP!!

 

 

Planetary Healing from Sexual Assault during the Full Moon

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The Portal of Imhotep is now open: meaning, the Sun is in Ohpiuchus. In fact, during the upcoming Full Moon on December 6, we have an incredible opportunity to do so planetary healing around the issue of rape and sexual assault. Read about that in my previous blogpost:

HeruScopes©: Raising Sexual Assault Awareness, and Healing from it, is in the Stars!

and also, get the HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014

#endthesilence     #BlueLotusSpeaks

 

This is a resource for those seeking to heal; from events like rape, sexual assault, domestic violence, invasive womb surgeries, anything that is stuck and outré wombs and not allowing ourselves to heal properly.

Many of these suggestions are things I have learned, tried and experienced during  my heal;ing journey back to balance and womb wellness from my encounters with rape, sexual assault and abuse. Certainly not in any particular order of importance or prescribed order of events. .

Let’s begin with the more obvious responses and actions to take….folowed by the more natural/alternative/spiritual actions.

1. FILE THE POLICE REPORT.  If you have #beenrapedneverreported, NOW IS THE TIME! Even after 30 years, filing that police report was very empowering and liberating. I had been so afraid of what would happen if anyone found out. I was so relieved when I went to the authorities and they listened and supported me a great deal. Once reported, if there are any other cases on the books, or any more come in involving your rapist, your case is on file and united, will have a better chance of seeing justice. You could really be helping a lot of people without even knowing it.

If you were recently raped, you are probably not reading this right after, but best to get medical attention and have the incident recorded. It is very difficult, but again, taking action brings empowerment. I had the great fortune of having good sisters with me.

2. WEAR TEAL. Teal is the door for Sexual Assault Awareness ad it feels great! I especially enjoy noticing she others are wearing teal. I wonder, “I wonder if they are in the ‘Club”” What club is that? SEXUAL ASSAULT SURVIVORS and SUPPORTERS. SASS. 

true teal

When I went back to Austin, TX in June of 2014, to officially embark upon my journey towards healing, “END THE SILENCE END THE SILENCE: Tchiya Amet Day. The Blue Lotus Speaks” I wore teal everyday for like 2 months straight. It was amazing. Very healing. Two months later, I had yet another encounter with sexual assault, this time it was “only” public molestation at a Reggae Festival.  You can read about this later….

 

end silence

Many people believe that by focusing on issues that are negative like rape, we only bring more of what we don’t want into our lives. I have wrestled with this for several months now, and have come to the conclusion that it is more important, and healthier for me to bring the truth out into the light of day, than it is to remain silent while doing nothing. By raising awareness and promoting healing, we can accomplish so much more. Shining Light to eliminate ignorance and unrighteousness sounds better than living in a cave in meditation 24/7.

 

3. Find a therapist and start talking about your experience and your feelings. You might even qualify to have your therapy sessions paid for by the Victims Compensation Program. Your Counselor will help you process the events. Talking to friends and loved ones helps you, and them. At the very least, they will know WHY you have changed.

 

4. START A JOURNAL. START WRITING MUSIC AGAIN. START PAINTING AGAIN. START RUNNING AGAIN, START EATING AGAIN. Start doing whatever it is that you stopped doing when the happened. It’s helpful to talk to friends and family, but the one that knows best is deep within…..

5. Join a women’s support group for sexual assault survivors.
DO NOT SIGN UP FOR ONE THAT HAS THE WORD VICTIM IN THE TITLE.

 

6. TRAIN TO RUN A MARATHON. I actually did this, well, it was a half marathon. It was awesome! My endurance, was tested, my faith in my self was confirmed. I proved to myself that yes, I CAN do anything that I set my mind to. I even came in third place in my age group! well, there were only 3 people in my group, but no one needs to know that! LOL!

peta pack marathon! 2012

 

6.. Go to a shelter for support. They can help you stay safe, warm, and fed. They can help you find a new place to live. They can allow your children to continue receiving an education.  You will not be alone, there are many others going through the exact same things as you are. Unfortunately.

Once you have worked on your self and your healing for awhile, you can become involved with helping others heal, advocacy, activism, education, and prevention. Donate and/or  volunteer at a local Shelter for survivors, like Safe Place in Austin, TX. .

http://safeplace.orgSPlogo_color_LG

 

 

Now for the less obvious….WOMB WELLNESS. HEART OPEN. MIND CLEAR.

WOMB WELLNESS.
7. I would have to say, begin with SACRED WOMAN by Queen Afua.
Sacred Woman: A Guide to Healing the Feminine Body, Mind, and Spirit
Perhaps you can find some sisters going through the Gateways together. Or, they have a distance coaching program now. Keep in mind, that I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING LISTED OR SUGGESTED IN THIS BOOK. It helped me become the woman and healer that I am today. I know there are many other healers with books and resources out there ow, but this is where it all began for me, and so I can GUARANTEE  THAT THESE TEACHINGS CAN DO THE SAME FOR YOU.

 

They even have an online facebook program now! Did I even have Facebook back when i first learned about this book? LOL!! Queen Afua herself “will walk serious women through the 12 gateways in a 52 Week Online Program of self actualization.”

 

Queen Afua’s 52 Week Sacred Woman Online Course!

 

8. This book is where I first learned about living in alignment with the cosmic forces by eating and dressing by the door of the planet of the day.:
RegularCleansing or Fasting is a MUST!

Living, Eating and Juicing in Alignment with the Cosmic Forces of the Universe!

9. . Spend as much time IN the Water, WITH the Water, as you can. DRINK MORE WATER. So nurturing and purifying…..

 

spend time with Yemaya.

healing waters

 

 

Yemaya

Yemaya

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

10. Spiral Dance of Sirius Rising!
Great for healing the womb, and also for manifesting your true pure heart’s desires….

 

 

11. Purifying, Healing, Activating, Alilging and Atuning, the Chakras, the Ariyu.

HeruScopes©: Raising Sexual Assault Awareness, and Healing from it, is in the Stars!

Especially the Womb Chakra, The Creativity Center, The entire womb area needs extra special care and attention this full moon. As we nurture ourselves, we nurture the Mama Earth.

 

6 Ways to Balance Your Sacral Chakra

One of my favorite techniques for cleansing my womb: visualize blue light entering your womb as you inhale. hold breath for a few moments, and everything in the womb is turned lavender. as you exhale, the toxins are released, and the womb returns to her natural rose pink color.

Queen Afua said to NAME your womb. My womb is named Sandia!

Taking hot baths, using clay packs, all the tips you need, you will find in detail in SACRED WOMAN.

And the Root Chakra deals with our sense of security and stability.

Techniques to Open Root Chakra

 

 

HEART OPEN

12. People always tell you this. That you must be willing to forgive. It is up to YOU to decide when and if, you are ready to forgive. Do not rush yourself through any of the steps towards your healing. Yes, of course you know forgiving someone is to help YOU heal, not to protect them or  praise or to condone their actions. NO. Not that simple. There is the Co-Creator reality, the Karmic reality. The perpetual victim reality. No matter how you try to explain why, all that matters now is, WHAT COMES NEXT? What are you going to do, RIGHT NOW, IN THIS MOMENT? Well, after you are done reading this anyway. NOW is all we have. So best to spend it in healing and in speaking out rather than trying to figure this out.

I am able to forgive them, because I now know they are ignorant of the Divine. However, Ignorance is no excuse for what has happened, or for what continues to go on: Unrighteousness, Injustice. And so, we must continue to speak out and help bring about healing and raise awareness. Eradicate Ignorance and Eliminate Unrighteousness.

I  HAD TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR STAYING SILENT FOR 30 YEARS!

A very powerful heart opening forgiving and healing spiritual technology that I am aware of is HO’OPONOPONO.

http://www.hooponopono.org

Self I-Dentity through Ho’oponopono® (SITH®) is an updated Hawaiian problem solving  process
to release memories that are experienced as problems. SITH® was created and developed
by Morrnah Nalamaku Simeona, a Hawaiian Kahuna Lapa’au. She was recognized by the State
of Hawaii as a Living Treasure in 1983.

“If we can accept that we are the sum total of all past thoughts, emotions, words, deeds and actions and that our present lives and choices are colored or shaded by this memory bank of the past, then we begin to see how a process of correcting or setting aright can change our lives, our families and our society.” Morrnah Nalamaku Simeona

 

 

Ho’oponopono – FEEL IT!

 

“Self I’dentity through Ho’oponopono is a wonderful tool for self-healing and causes a great improvement in all areas of your life. If you want the music send me a email suelyspaula@hotmail.com. I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you. :)”

there are lots more on youtube…

Dr. Hew Len leading an Inner Child meditation
Any works by Dr. Hew Len are highly recommended.

 

 

 

13.  LIVE MAAT TODAY AND NOT TOMORROW. Maat is the Cosmic Force of Balance, Truth, Order, Harmony, Justice, Reciprocity, and Righteousness.

MAAT at UShaka, Inc.
Principles, Virtues, and 42 Laws

 

 

14. ELIMINATE BLOCKS WITH KEMETONES ©: Cosmic Sound Healing,  Ra Sekhi Kemetic Reiki, ACUTONICS, OR ACUPUNCTURE.. Pain, illness, disease, depression, PTSD, etc, are all symptoms of a block in the flow of energy. Removing the blocks, or the CAUSE of the block,and you eliminate the symptoms. Get the Self Care Kit and HEAL THYSELF!

 

15. Herbal teas: Red Raspberry Leaf will purify, heal, and tonify your womb. Hawthorne Berry is excellent for the heart. There are many resources to help you find which herbs are best for you. Get to know them…..

Red Raspberry Leaf

 

16. Spend time in a Medicine Wheel or build one for your own healing.
Medicine Wheel page at tchiya.com

This is my own personal medicine wheel: Pejuta Waya Equoni

MIND CLEAR

17. YOGA. Not just the postures. There are other aspects of yoga that will help you achieve clear mind. These branches or limbs of yoga include the following: Meditation, Breathing Exercises, Knowledge of Self, Listening to the Teachings. MAAT (Right Actions), Devotion, Authentic Spiritual Preceptor, Visit egyptianyoga.com for more information.

 

here are a few more hekau (chants) that will help!

 

 

and from Japanese Buddhism, Nam Myoho Renge Kyo

This practice is great for removing obstacles and manifesting miracles. Karma Buster!
I am speaking from experience.

 

18. LIGHT A BONFIRE. This is a great time to throw negative thoughts, doubts, fears or unfulfilled desires into the fire. releasing you from ties that bind.

This is a clip from recent bonfire. One day I found a few photos, o MY computer, of an unknown “private male body part” laid out on my desk!  I was able to trace it to its owner, one of my FORMER house sitters. It was awful. Ancestors told me to burn it, and send him the bill for a new desk.

 

 

 

Cut the Cords!

 

19. Cut The Cords. Energetic cords may still exist between you and the perpetrator. Even after years, decades, centuries! Until YOU energetically cut these ties, they will continue to bind you. You can hold a knife in your hand, physical or simply visualize, yourself cutting the cords. They exist in your womb, your heart, your throat, your voice, your first eye. Maybe they are around your feet, or your wrists. Who feels it knows it! You feel them, even if you do not see them. Perform this ritual daily, or whenever you feel constricted or controlled.

For a ritual, you can make a circle around you with sea salt for protection. Visualize not only cutting the cords, but drawing back your power into your energy field, taking back your power, pulling it right put of the atmosphere, back into your solar plexus. It is really powerful….

Cutting Cords Energetically

 

CLICK HERE to cut All Cords of Attachment for FREE today!

 

 


 

Here are previous posts about my encounters with rape and sexual assault awareness.

 

HeruScopes©: Raising Sexual Assault Awareness, and Healing from it, is in the Stars!

The Blue Lotus Speaks: HeruScope© for Ip Sesheta (Sidereal Scorpio New Moon) 2014

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984, including Neil de GrasseTyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

The Blue Lotus Speaks Chapter 5: OBERLIN FUCKING COLLEGE!!!!

The Blue Lotus Speaks: ENDING THE SILENCE, ENDING THE VIOLENCE. Who’s Who of Violations (chapter 4)

The Blue Lotus Speaks: Reggae on the River 2014 Reflections UPDATE!

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks: Chapter 2

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks….

 


 

OTHER RESOURCES

 

That is enough to get you started. Enjoy the Full Moon, and your preccious healing time!

Love and Light!

Tchiya Amet El Maat, S.E.

 

HeruScopes©: Raising Sexual Assault Awareness, and Healing from it, is in the Stars!

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Today is December 2, 2014.

OM RA IMHOTEP. THE SUN MOVES INTO OPHIUCHUS ON NOVEMBER 30.

When the Imhotep Portal is open, November 30-December18, when the Sun is in Ophiuchus, there is a tremendous opportunity for healing, growth, and enlightenment. The effects of this can be felt globally. When one is also aligned with the cosmic forces known as Sedna and Chiron during this time, the healing potential is enhanced and increased. In 2014, the spotlight is on SEXUAL ASSAULT AWARENESS. I refer to this as SAA. Saa is a Kemetic term for Knowledge with Feeling. Wisdom with Understanding.

 

Sun in Ophiuchus FROM ASTROLOGY13.COM

 

Ophiuchus is the 13th constellation along the ecliptic, the 13th sign of the Zodiac of the HeruScopes© and other sidereal systems. For more information  on Ophiuchus, visit
Celestial Wisdom: True Zodiac has 13 Signs. Is Ophiuchus in your chart?

The sidereal astrologers use the actual motions of the Sun and Planets along the ecliptic. The Western or Babylonian system is completely man made, and is based upon the Earth’s orbit around the Sun, having nothing at all to do with stars . Except for the Sun of course!.They simply named each section of the earth’s orbit around the Sun after a constellation along the ecliptic, leaving out Ophiuchus.

HeruScopes© is an original sidereal system, coming from a Kemetic perspective. Kemet is the Ancient African Egyptian (Indigenous to Nubia and Nile Valley) name for the land, culture, and her people. HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014 for details.

Why do I state that Ra Imhotep is an opening for global healing and sexual assault awareness? Don’t we officially have the month of April to address sexual assault?

You can view the original post on this subject from the New Moon in Scorpio from last week:

The Blue Lotus Speaks: HeruScope© for Ip Sesheta
(Sidereal Scorpio New Moon) 2014

ALL SIGNS POINTING TOWARDS A CYCLE OF ADDRESSING, AND HEALING FROM, SEXUAL ASSAULT AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. 

Let’s take a momemt and review the HeruScope for this portal:

Om Ra Imhotep.

At HeruScopes,The Cosmic Force known as Imhotep represents the ability of humankind to heal and rise above our lower nature, especially our sexual nature. To rise above the sting of passion and desire that Scorpio can bring. To elevate our consciousness.

Rho Ophiuchi

 

In the illustration below, Ophiuchus is seen to be wrestling with a snake between his legs. This represents the ability of humanity to become untangled from our lower nature.  This is symbolized even further by the Hero stomping on the back of the Scorpion, thus stamping out the lower nature, such as oassions and desires. In other words, the fetters of Set, the Ego.

Ophiuchus

 

Imhotep has his own symbology, that is still used for the healing arts and professions to this day: The Caduceus. The Dual Snakes represent Aset and Nebt Het, the dual Goddesses of Truth of above and below, Heaven and Earth. They are cosmic forces that are here to assist us as we obtain Nehast, Spiritual Enlightenment.

450px-Imhotep-Louvre

caduceus

OM ASAR ASET NEBT HET. OM MAATI MAAKHERU. 

 

Heru son of Aset and Asar, and Djehuty making adorations to the Djed-Pillar representing Asar from the coffin of the God’s Father of Amon and Priest of Hermonthis, NespanetjerenpeRa, 945-718 bc, now in the Brooklyn Museum

 

 

Aritu (Chakras) and Caduceus Relationship

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Once we are able to take control of our lower nature, purify and activate our Aritu, our Chakras, thanks to Ra Imhotep, we now focus our intention and our attention to the other cosmic forces that are present during this Portal Opening of SAA.

 

OM SESHETA  APIS:  Full Moon on December 6 in Sidereal Taurus.

from the old farmer’s almanac

“December’s Full Moon is called the Full Cold Moon. It is the month when the winter cold fastens its grip and the nights become long and dark.

This full Moon is also called the Long Nights Moon by some Native American tribes.

The Moon is full on December 6 at 7.27 am est”

Time for building nurturing and healing systems for our communities. Initiating Self Care Practices. This is an excellent time to write in one;’s journal. If you do not currently have one, this is the time to begin.

The Moon is in Taurus from December 5 thru December 7. It will spend a few hours in ASAR (ORIION), leading the way for transformation and rebirth. Renewal.

DJEHUTI IMHOTEP
Mercury in Ophiuchus December 3 thru 14, then moves on to PI MAERE (Sagittarius).

Powerful time for communications about healing. Standing in your Truth, and Speaking your Truth. At this moment, I am overcome with intense emotions and devotional feelings and living in awe at the harmony and synchronistically of the Divine. The alignment is beyond weds or description. I will just post a few images and move on….

END THE SILENCE. END THE VIOLENCE. THE BLUE LOTUS IS SPEAKING TO US.

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#EndTheSilence  #BeenRapedNeverReported  #BlueLotusSpeaks

 

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HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014

HeruScopes © Celestial Update: Aspolia 2014 Full Moon and The Portal Of Djehuty

End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984, including Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

Dua to my Spiritual Preceptors, Sebai Maa and Seba Dja.
Here is another resource at egyptianyoga.om
THE KYBALION BOOK PROJECT

HETHERU IMHOTEP Even Venus is in Ophiuchus now, up until the end of the Fiull Moon, December 7.

More confirmation that now is the time to raise awareness, understanding and knowledge about the issue of rape and Sexual Assault. HetHeru, the Great Goddess of Beauty and the Life Force Energy. The Divine Mother Calling out to us for Healing in alignment with the Sun, Mercury and the communications we will receive during this Cold yet Nurturing Full Moon this weekend.

 

RaPhan Maat

learning lessons in life by either aligning with Maat, or going against Maat. There are 2 Roads in Life, which one will Humanity choose? RIGHTEOUSNESS OR UNRIGHTEOUSNESS? WISDOM AND ENLIGHTENMENT OR IGNORANCE? Where is the Justice Of Maat. Even if it is the Ariyu or Karma, or Soul Contract of the people involved, THAT DOES NOT MAKE IT RIGHTEOUS IN THIS TIME. Then again, all is in Divine Right Order. Very difficult to comprehend this one….

PiCheus Sekhmet for rest of month and beyond.
Wisdom and Expansion in the areas of Healing and the Life Force energy. Learning how to tame and control our own Sekhemn or Kundalini. Learning about our own healing abilities.

Heru PiCot Sahu
Making  efforts and taking courageous action to save water:  What should be our most cherished resource on Earth, is sadly, our most misused. Both Emotions and Higher consciousness are activated and utilized for the highest good.. Even going so far as taking heroic stance against corruption.

Heru/Uranus, represnts the Hero. Heroine i all of us. Each one of us is the Shero/Hero of our OWN myth.

What does Water symbolize? The Divine Feminine. The Goddess. The Womb. Yemaya.  Now that we are in Ophiuchus, aligned with a potent healing energy. NOW IS THE TIME TO RAISE AWARENESS AND ADDRESS THE ISSUE OF SEXUAL ASSAULT. RAPE. DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. And not only raise awareness, but also, how to heal from it, and how to prevent. Education.

Asar Pi Maere
Through Mid-December and beyond.
Transformation is achieved through expansion, beyond any preconceived notions, opinions, limitations, or beliefs.

Chiron KuUrKU
Self healing through the power of water. How ironic: the water that can heal we the people is the thing the corporations enjoy destroying the most. This is the time to heal the water and to protect the water. Now is the time to learn and gain knowledge from the water. Chiron is in the sign of KuUrKu until  December 25, then moves into PiCot Sahu, another watery sign. During this time,  emotions , energy in motion, can be healed and purified,  with water, and vice versa.  Yes, remembering the work of Dr. Emoto and the effect we can have on water.

Sedna Apis
Sedna is the archetype for survivor of assault and family violence. Turning poison into medicine. Sedna: represents overcoming Trauma and betrayal through self love and forgiveness. Fortunately, with the energy of Apis, we are loved, nurtured, adaptable, eloquent, and establishing value. WE have along time to work with this energy, so let’ do this! All the signs are pointing to this time as being the time for facing and heralding from sexual assault. Find a way to transform the predominant culture from a rape culture to a healing culture. This is what Imhotep/Ophiuchus is all about: a shift in humanity towards natural healing and confronting and conquering our lower sexual nature. NOW IS THE TIME!!!

 WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE VIOLATIONS OF THE GREAT MOTHER, OF MOTHER EARTH, OF ALL WOMAN, AND THE DIVINE FEMININE PRINCIPLE THAT LIVES IN ALL OF US! 

from falcon astrology.com

“Here is what Dr. Kathleen Jenks says about Sedna. “When victimization moves to the goddess-level as it does with Sedna, (it) signals us that there’s an extra depth of compassion for the abused. It also tells us that this goddess-archetype has the wherewithal to make a difference and empower that person whose (planets) are resonating with Sedna’s sphere of power. Sedna may come to represent an extreme terrain of the unconscious, one where issues of power, authority and respect for life do not separate from a respect for oneself.”

Sedna was discovered on November 14th, 2003 at 17 Taurus 58. Hapi Anniversary!!!!

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ASTEROIDS: raising awareness of the Divine Feminine Principle.

Aset/Ceres in Imhotep until December 30: The Divine Mother is the Ultimate Healer and Nurturer.

Maat/Pallas Athena in Uraeus/ Serpens,  until Mid-December: dealing with one’s sexual nature, health. The serpent also represents the twin goddesses, Aset and Nebt Het. There is so much symbolism with the Uraeus, that I cannot go into right now…The Uraeus is associated with the energy of Virgo due to the proximity. Balance in consciousness of the material realm and the spiritual realm.  Being aware of both realities at the same moment.

Juno is in another serpent, the water serpent, Hydra!
More messages and confirmation that this is a time of healing from sexual assault, and obtaining Justice in the process.

Vesta:  Pi Maere
Time for expanding our relationships, possibly leading to travel. or taking on leadership roles.

 

OM RA IMHOTEP. OM SESHETA SEDNA APIS.
OM ASET DJEHUTY HETHERU IMHOTEP. 

This weekend, with the Full Moo in Sidereal Taurus, and so many signs in Ophiuchus, provides the perfect opportunity for healing rituals dealing with the Chakras, the Womb, the Divine Feminine, and Water. Healing for all that have been affected by the #rapeculture that has taken over this planet. The Continuous Raping of Mother Earth and all of Her children. Including Mike Brown, and his mother and family. Including each one of us.. Offer your prayers for healing for all survivors of rape, seal assault, and domestic violence.

 

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Thank you for talking the time to soak in this wisdom and information. My intention is that you will spend sometime in reflection and prayer during the Full Moon. And if you are on your healing journey, may this also bring you alignment, comfort and peace.
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M Mer N Khut. Hotep. Tchiya Amet El Maat, S.E.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Blue Lotus Speaks: HeruScope© for Ip Sesheta (Sidereal Scorpio New Moon) 2014

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ALL SIGNS POINTING TOWARDS A CYCLE OF ADDRESSING, AND HEALING FROM, SEXUAL ASSAULT AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. 

#BlueLotusSpeaks
#EndTheSilence

 

Good Rising and Great Awakenings!

Be sure to have the HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide accessible…
Saturday November 22 is the Ip New Moon at 14:43 pst. Ra enters Ip on November  24, leaving behind a month full, and a mouthful of Balance and Truth.  Opening of the Mouth, get it? From Chapter 11 of the Pert M Heru, the Book of Coming Forth by Day by Dr. Muata Ashby.  The Words for Opening of the Mouth.

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 1. “These words will open up the mouth of Asar_____________.Oh Ptah! Open my mouth! Loosen the heavy weight of the bandages placed on my mouthy the god of my town. Come Djehuti, filled and equipped with words of power to loosen these double bandages of Set which are shielding my mouth.”

2. “Atum repulses the obstruction of these fetters. My mouth is opening now. As for Shu, he opened the mouth of the gods and goddess with the iron harpoon of heaven.”

From the Pert M Heru
Book of Coming Forth by Day, pg. 210
by Dr. Muata Ashby.

 

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Opening of the Mouth symbolizes  the initiate’s special memory of being one with the Divine.

“If the mouth is bound, there is no memory of the True Self because there is no expansion of consciousness, The mouth is the mystical symbol of consciousness.”  from the gloss on pg. 211 Dr. Muata Ashby

 

This means that during the Ip New Moon, Ra is still expressing harmony and balance. This will help us tremendously as we continue our journey towards our manifestation of establishing Maat upon the Earth. Ip is the shortest month of this calendar system, as it is only 7 days long. On Novemebr 30, we move into Imhotep (Ophiuchus), the 13th constellation along the Ecliptic that is an integral part of the HeruScopes system.

 

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What can we expect to experience this week? And what are some ways to observe the New Moon?OPENING OF THE MOUTH! CONSCIOUSNESS,AS WELL AS SPEAKING UP AND SPEAKING OUT. SING A NEW SONG!I

 

The New Moon is an excellent time to make a list of intentions for the coming moon cycle/. Even if you do not see them manifest by the upcoming full moon, you can best believe that they WILL manifest by the next full moon, or the one after that! Just be sure to hold the space, onto the vision you had when you made the intention. There are so many ways: planting seeds, making a vision board, or mind movie, writing a list and burning the list in the fire. As this new moon is still in Maat, I am going to try something different this Moonth. let’s see…..hmmm, I will keep you posted when the results manifest at the full moon.

Maat is Balance, Truth, Order, Harmony, Justice, Reciprocity and Righteousness.  Ip represents our desires, our truest and purest heart’s desires.

HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide will come in handy for the next section….

November 22, 2014 HeruScope

 

 

Ra Maat

Ra Maat
Creating balance by illuminating  where there is darkness and ignorance,
beaming brightly from within the light of justice and truth.

This has been so true for me all month, in so many ways, that I can hardly write them all down. The words of my song, AST MAAT are ringing in my head right now, asking the question,”Am I Sirius Enuf?”, to maintain these standards of integrity, this lifestyle, to hold this space for the Light?

Aset is in our hearts and only needs to be revealed.

 

 

Ra moves into the sign of Ip on November 23.  For just 7 days, we have the opportunity to be creative with our desires, and enhance the process of manifestation that was begun duringg Aspolia, when we planted Seeds of intention for the year. As this transition occurs right after the New Moon, we have the extra power of New Beginnings to help us. LIke starting over again, AGAIN!

Sesheta Ra

Ip Sesheta
This alignment suggests that One’s desires are to be brought into alignment with the Divine.  This would be an excellent time to start writing in a journal, as Sesheta is the Female Scribe.  Our mind and emotions, energy in motion, are ruled by the Moon. Our desires are symbolized by the Scorpion. For a brief moment, both Ra and Sesheta are vibrating with Pure Desire. Let’s tune into this frequency.

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The New Moon is the time for New Beginnings. This is also an excellent time to write out your new moon abundance checks.

Moon App for iPhone/android
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for your desktop

for mac: http://www.rareworksllc.com/moon-lunar-phases.html

android: there are too many to chose from…I am abc girl….

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November 22: New Moon
November 23: Ra Ip
November 29: First Quarter Moon
November 30: Ra Imhotep
December 6: Full Moon
December 14: Last Quarter Moon
December 18: Ra moves into Pi Maere

 

Djehuti Maat until end of November. Ip is next.
Even though Ra is moving on, this is still an excellent time for expressing truths and speaking out against injustice and An Maat (unrighteousness), just as at the time of this post, more and more women are speaking out against sexual assault cases involving Bill Cosby. When Djehuti Ip arrives, will be about expressing one’s desires.

http://www.vulture.com/2014/09/timeline-of-the-abuse-charges-against-cosby.html

http://www.cnn.com/2014/11/20/showbiz/bill-cosby-allegations-repercussions/index.html

Lisa Bonet Posts Cryptic Tweet About Bill Cosby Scandal — Calls Situation “Karma”

Bill Cosby raped me. Why did it take 30 years for people to believe my story?

OM MAAT GEB: May Maat be restored upon the Earth

HetHeru Ip for 2 more days, then onto to Imhotep.
2 more days of the Beauty Path of Desire. Then the Journey along the Beauty Path of Self Care and Healing  begins. This is an excellent time to begin that health care practice, sign up for that yoga class. Start running, or initiating a fast. Whatever it is that you have been putting off, this is a very auspicious time to begin, during the New Moon.

 

Set/Muruga Pi Maere, the Archer until first week of December. Then Hupeneius.
Put your focus, direct all of your energy towards your goal during this time. With accuracy and intensity. You will reach your destination. at the Full Moon, right around the time Set moves into the next sign of Hupeneius. Representing the manifestation. Revolution, tenacity,

PiCheus Sekhmet for rest of month and beyond.
Wisdom and Expansion in the areas of healing and the life force energy.

RaPhan Maat
learning lessons in life by either aligning with Maat, or going against Maat. There are 2 Roads in Life, which one will Humanity choose?

Heru PiCot Sahu
Making  efforts and taking courageous action to save water:  What should be our most cherished resource on Earth, is sadly, our most misused. Both Emotions and Higher consciousness are activated and utilized for the highest good.. Even going so far as taking heroic stance against corruption.

 

 

NebtHet

 

NebtHet KuUrKu
Outpouring of truth, wisdom and healing. Creating Order, Maintaining Order.
Again, I am reminded of the women that are choosing to speak out against sexual assault.  Be mindful of the possibility for deception and betrayal. This transit will last until 2022, and then PiCot Sahu, so we may be hearing more about this issue for quite sometime….

NebtHet is symbolized as a vase or vessel, KuUrKu is symbolized as a human pouring out water from a vessel….

Asar Pi Maere
Through Mid-December and beyond.
Transformation is achieved through expansion, beyond any preconceived notions, opinions, limitations, or beliefs.

Chiron KuUrKU
Self healing through the power of water. How ironic: the water that can heal we the people is the thing the corporations enjoy destroying the most. This is the time to heal the water and to protect the water. Now is the time to learn and gain knowledge from the water. Chiron is in the sign of KuUrKu until  December 25, then moves into PiCot Sahu, another watery sign. During this time,  emotions , energy in motion, can be healed and purified,  with water, and vice versa.  Yes, remembering the work of Dr. Emoto and the effect we can have on water.

 

Sedna

Sedna Apis
Sedna is the archetype for survivor of assault and family violence. Turning poison into medicine. Sedna: represents overcoming Trauma and betrayal through self love and forgiveness. Fortunately, with the energy of Apis, we are loved, nurtured, adaptable, eloquent, and establishing value. WE have along time to work with this energy, so let’ do this! All the signs are pointing to this time as being the time for facing and heralding from sexual assault. Find a way to transform the predominant culture from a rape culture to a healing culture. This is what Imhotep/Ophiuchus is all about: a shift in humanity towards natural healing and confronting and conquering our lower sexual nature. NOW IS THE TIME!!!

 

from falcon astrology.com

“Here is what Dr. Kathleen Jenks says about Sedna. “When victimization moves to the goddess-level as it does with Sedna, (it) signals us that there’s an extra depth of compassion for the abused. It also tells us that this goddess-archetype has the wherewithal to make a difference and empower that person whose (planets) are resonating with Sedna’s sphere of power. Sedna may come to represent an extreme terrain of the unconscious, one where issues of power, authority and respect for life do not separate from a respect for oneself.”

Sedna was discovered on November 14th, 2003 at 17 Taurus 58. Hapi Anniversary!!!!

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ASTEROIDS: raising awareness of the Divine Feminine Principle.

Aset/Ceres in Imhotep until December 30: The Divine Mother is the Ultimate Healer and Nurturer.

Maat/Pallas Athena in Uraeus/ Serpens,  until Mid-December: dealing with one’s sexual nature, health. The serpent also represents the twin goddesses, Aset and Nebt Het. There is so much symbolism with the Uraeus, that I cannot go into right now…The Uraeus is associated with the energy of Virgo due to the proximity. Balance in consciousness of the material realm and the spiritual realm.  Being aware of both realities at the same moment.

Juno is in another serpent, the water serpent, Hydra!
More messages and confirmation that this is a time of healing from sexual assault, and obtaining Justice in the process.

Vesta: Imhotep now, then moving into Pi Maere on November 27.
Now is a good time to work on healing relationships, or healing from them. When we move into PI Maere, the energy will shift towards expansion, travel, leadership, etc.  Becoming more goal oriented as well.

 

With Ra, HetHeru and Sesheta aligned in Maat for a few more days, we can experience the balance just a litlttle bit longer before Ra enters Ip for 7 days. Will be joined by  HetHeru and Djehuti. At beginning of December, we will find Ra, HetHeru and Aset/Ceres all in alignment in the sign of the healer, Imhotep. Emotions, Violation, Healing, Transformation, Water, which represents the divine feminine. All the forces and issues are in our favor. All things are coming into alignment, everything is illuminated. It is a matter of activating them within us, and living with the awareness. At HeruScopes, all the signs are pointing towards a cycle in time of women speaking out against, as well as healing from, sexual assault, and domestic violence. Individually, collectively, and worldwide. Can you imagine this? If you can see it with your mind’s eye, and feel it with your heart, soon, you can see it manifest on the physical world as well. The New Moon in Scorpio, Sesheta Ip, is wonderful time to initiate a new strategy, a new plan for dealing with sexual assault and domestic violence. Most importantly, the time has come to END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE.

#cosbymeme: tweets about Cosby on twiter

from Star Signposts
NOTE: the sidereal astrologer at starsignposts.com does NOT recognize Imhotep/Ophiuchus. This is the cause of much discrepancy in readings and in life! HTP.

Sat Nov 22
This New Moon is taking place in the early degrees of sidereal Scorpio, a sign that calls forth our depth, our hidden shadows, our ability to die to our former selves so we may be perpetually reborn anew. Embrace and allow for that natural transformation that defines this season each year to occur. Don’t try and stop it. You can’t anyway.  Appreciate what you are harvesting and be grateful for what you can gently release and complete by the coming Winter Solstice on December 21. This year, miraculously, the next New Moon will occur on Solstice, launching 2015.  Right after today’s New Moon, which occurs in the morning hours, the Scorpio Moon will align with both Venus and Ceres.  This is a giant portal of deep feminine wisdom bathing our Earthly paradise. If we will do our very best to care for Earth, we will continue to fed by Earth and all her animating presences.  Though some of you may be tired at years’ end, with the help of today’s Scorpio influence, you can dig deeper and discover new reserves of will and desire to keep you from giving up. Exciting times ahead.  Rest, release, anticipate the resurrection energies of 2015.

Sun Nov 23
There’s a fabulous sky triangle of watery energy today which can make for amped up emotion, cooperation, sharing deeper feelings, crying happy tears. The investigative Scorpio Moon trines family oriented Jupiter in Cancer and trines South Lunar Node which honors the history we came from.  This would be a great day to dig out the family photo albums and share stories, and share it all, both the light and shadow that comes with each lineage.

Mon Nov 24
You may wake up trying to obsessively pry some confession out of your beloved or just want to discuss something deeper. That’s because Mercury is now entering the terrain of Scorpio. Overnight, the emotional Moon aligned with focused Vesta, so you perhaps you couldn’t get some thought/feeling out of your mind, going over and over the same useless line of thinking. Now that you are awake, use these same energies to consciously redirect your thinking in a more positive direction.

 

Here is the New Moon Message from astrology13.com

 

 

The most important thing for you to know and remember about HeruScopes is this:
YOU ARE THE HERU, THE HERO/HEROINE IN THE MYTH OF YOUR LIFE. The Neteru are Cosmic Forces, just like gravity, magnetism, electricity. Once you become aware of the forces of Nature/Neteru and align with them you can accomplish whatever you desire, as long as your desire is in alignment with Maat, with Truth. This means that even though your ancestry may be from Turtle Island (North American, Native, etc), these forces still exist within you.  THey are in our DNA. Your tradition may refer to them by a different name, but when you look closely, you will see the vibration is the same. NIUK PU HERU. I AM Victorious.

Dua Sesheta Ip. Hapi New Moon in Sidereal Scorpio:  May your wishes, prayers and intentions that are for the highest good of All That Is, come true!

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End the Silence, End the Violence Chapter 6: Austin, Texas 1983-1984: I Survived RAPE by Neil de Grasse Tyson; The Blue Lotus Speaks!

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Today is October 8, 2014. 30 years. Today there was an eclipse, during the Ra Aspolia   Pi Cot Sahu (Full Moon and Portal of Djehuty (Sun in Sidereal Virgo, Moon in PIsces, Mercury Retrograde). Kinda intense when you really sit bak and take it all in. Tomorrow, Set (Mars, Ego) has an appointment with Master healer Imhotep (Mars enters Ophiuchus: tome for healing from sexual trauma, time for conquering lower nature, etc).

All this to say that this posting is in alignment with the Divine Natural Right Order. Although I know this is the right decision, it has been difficult to take action, because I know this monster is loved by so many of you. However, in order to maintain my own well being, peace of mind, sanity, longevity, positivity, peaceful relationships, health, happiness, self love and self trust, in order to elimnate blocks to my own abundance and prosperity, it has become impossible to keep silent anymore. I continue to wonder if he is still hurting women, children or men. It is also important for me to speak out NOW because it is important for ALL people that have been sexually violated in any way to stand up and speak out if we want this type of cruelty to cease.
END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE. THE BLUE LOTUS SPEAKS!

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Before I begin this chapter, here are the links to other relevant posts:

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks….

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks: Chapter 2

Reggae on the River 2014 Reflections

The Blue Lotus Speaks: Reggae on the River 2014 Reflections UPDATE! (Chapter 3)

The Blue Lotus Speaks: ENDING THE SILENCE, ENDING THE VIOLENCE. Who’s Who of Violations (chapter 4)

The Blue Lotus Speaks Chapter 5: OBERLIN FUCKING COLLEGE!!!!

HeruScopes © Handbook and Guide 2014

HeruScopes © Celestial Update: Aspolia 2014 Full Moon and The Portal Of Djehuty

So what prompted this, besides the eclipse that I missed and other celestial alignments? First, I saw this video on unworthiest.com. Many Thanks for the conscious and positive messages they promote…..
Thank you The Third Pew!!!

Why rape is never a mistake

I agree with everything this young man has said, and I pray that everyone that is reading this takes the time to view the video. If you think you do not have time, here is the transcript from unworthiest.com,  TRANSCRIPT:Show Transcript
and here are some highlights:

“Today I’m going to try to prepare you for how to react when more of this stuff comes out as time goes on. Number one, don’t accept their apology because everyone makes mistakes.”

“Most people know that rape is wrong without the help of their parents, but if anyone else is watching that are totally confused. Yes, rape is wrong. If you’re admitting to doing something this serious, don’t try partially justifying your actions at all. If you’re going to apologize, apologize. Say that what you did was completely wrong. Don’t try to make anyone feel sorry for you.”

“You don’t say forgive and forget in a situation like rape.”

“Number two, don’t blame the victim. “But she shouldn’t have gone to his house in the first place.” No. “If she didn’t want that to happen why did she…?” Nope! “This is what happens when you wear something like that.” What?”

“Number three, to the YouTubers, I don’t know how many times I’ve sat in front of a camera this year and talked about how much good you can do with your power. It should be common sense that you can change these people’s lives in a positive way rather than practically begging for naked pictures from fans who are as young as 13.”

“If I was a parent, I would be terrified to find out that my daughter, the people who she idolizes could not only be sexual abusers but could try to take advantage of her if she just goes to a meet-and-greet. This isn’t normal and as a community we cannot accept this as being the norm. ”

“As we move forward, please keep this conversation going and please remember that we should have zero tolerance for these kinds of people. And last but not the least, please remember that you do not have to defend someone to your death, just because they’re really cute, have a nice hair, or because their chubby-bunny challenge was really funny.”

Please keep these points in mind as you learn the rest of my story…..

then the very next video that games up, also on unworthiest.com,  this is when I knew it was time. My commentary will tell my story…..Today, I end the silence, and I end the violence in my life, and in the lives of all women and children, and all pure souls that are preyed upon by ignorance and unrighteousness. May all who speak out on behalf of MAAT be aware of their own powerful protection, and have no fear. As the line from Jahman in Countryman goes:”That is why there is no need to fear the wicked. Just lead them to face death, and they will perish.”                          

This is the video that came up next. This is the monster I have been protecting for 30 years. I no longer am afraid of the consequences of revealing this truth. Just think of me as Ammit: the Goddess that devours the hearts of the unrighteous at the Scale of Maat! I am leading hi to face death…. the death of his deception and illusion.

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HUnefer

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Here is the video. Then read my comments below…

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Watch Neil deGrasse Tyson Give A Killer Answer To The Question Parents Ask Him All The Time at unworthiest.com

Neil deGrasse Tyson: Want Scientifically Literate Children? Get Out of Their Way. on yotube.com

Commentary.

How about, DO NOT RAPE THEM. DO NOT MOLEST THEM. DO NOT TELL THEM THEY CAN PASS ASTRONOMY 101 IF THEY GIVE YOU A BLOW JOB. NO MORE SEXUAL HARASSMENT ALLOWED OR TOLERATED BY ANY FACULTY MEMBERS OR CLERGY. LET’S START THERE. YOU ARE A FRAUD AND NOW THE WORLD KNOWS IT TOO.

Tyson in apt 1984

Tyson in apt 1984

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What would you say to my parents if I had told them when it had happened that you had slipped me a mickey and that you raped me while I was unconscious? What would you say to them now if they were still alive? What will you say to your wife, the woman that was on the phone as you handed me the water to drink, in a cup made out of account shell? Do you have any idea how your act of violence affected my life, the lives of my parents, my ex-husband, my daughters, and anyone and veryone that has anything to do with me?

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What would you say to your own daughter, if one day she told you that her close friend, who she once loved as her a brother, mentor and friend had slipped her a mickey and raped her?

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CURIOSITY?????
Don’t you mean COWARD? A Self Hating Coward?
The ONLY way you could EVER be with a Black Goddess, a true Celestial Being, not just one that talks about them, would be by DRUGGING HER, THEN DRAGGING HER TO YOUR BEDROOM, WHILE FULLY UNCONSCIOUS, TAKING OFF HER CLOTHES, AND THEN, WHO KNOWS WHAT WITH HER, OR FOR HOW LONG, WHEN SHE AWAKENS, UNABLE TO MOVE, YOU CONTINUE YOUR DEMONIC ACTS. Is this what you mean by curiosity?

I only recall being at the astronomy department the next day. I do not know how long I was in his apartment. I have no idea how I got back to my apartment. I do not even remember waking up the next day. All I remember is seeing him in the hallway at the astronomy department at UT Austin, and I asked him,  “Why did this happen?” He responded, “We are in this alone, and we are in this together”.

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By forcing your way into MY flower, you completely and totaled disrupted my life, the lives hoes and dreams of my parents and the people that loved and cared about me. YOU disrupted the lives of MY daughters, one of which to this day has not spoken to me in 4 years because she cannot forgive me for living with UNDIAGNOSED PTSD FOR HER ENTIRE LIFE. 

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Your curiosity caused  a great deal of disorder in my life and in the lives of my loved ones. Much like a terrorist attack.

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“don’t pluck the petals off the flowers? don;t play with the egg?” that is strange, that is exactly what you did. Is this why you have become the monster that you are? is this your parents fault, because they did not teach you about respect, discipline, righteousness? How can a m,an that claims to be so intelligent be so ignorant?  The Cherokee way: TAKE ONLY WHAT IS GIVEN TO YOU. You obviously believe in the American way: TAKE WHAT YOU DO NOT HAVE. TAKE WHATEVER YOU WANT THAT BELONGS TO ANOTHER, DISRESPECT WOMEN AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY. RAPE THEM WHENEVER YOU GET THE OPPORTUNITY.

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help them explore with binoculars, what are you also a peeping tom?

1:45, yep, you confirmed that question, “First thought is to look in people’s windows.”

You getting the picture now? In case you missed it, I was a grad student in Astronomy at  UT Austin, the sam time that Mr Tyson was there.  I was studying Galactic Astronomy with the de Vaucoleurs. My dream was to become the first Black Female Astronaut. I was like 15 years ahead of Emma Mae Jamison.  I wen to his apartment to visit like I did almost everyday. He was like my big brother, or so I thought.  He offered me a glass of water. I accepted a liquid in a cup made out of a coconut shell. I recall coming back to consciousness briefly, then next thing I remember is seeing him in the hallway the next day. I have lived in this nightmare for 30 years, and it stops today.

I know this will be difficult for many of you to believe, understand or to know. However, know that this is the truth. Those who know me well can attest to the fact that I lived with undiagnosed PTSD of rat least 25 years.

Neil De Grasse Tyson: Sexiest Astrophysicist

http://www.people.com/people/archive/article/0,,20132902,00.html 

As a teenager at New York City’s prestigious Bronx High School of Science, Neil de Grasse Tyson had a surefire strategy for romancing girls: He’d grab his telescope, bring his date to the roof of the nearby apartment building where he lived with his family and promise her the stars. “Rooftops are ideal for exploring both kinds of heavenly bodies,” says Tyson, 42, who later went on to perfect his technique at Harvard. He has since expanded his orbit to include Manhattan’s Hayden Planetarium, where he’s been director since 1995, and Princeton, where he’s a visiting professor of astrophysics. As passionate about earthly pleasures as those celestial, the 6’2″ Tyson indulges his love of wine and gourmet cooking while succumbing to the gravitational pull of his wife of 12 years, mathematical physics Ph.D. Alice Young, 44, who is expecting their second child next month. Oh, sure, says Young, Tyson tried the ol’ stargazing trick on her too. But the rooftop Romeo had met his match. “I’d already taken astrophysics,” she says, “so it wasn’t exotic for me.”

Neil deGrasse Tyson Is Happy to Be a Nerd Sex Symbol 2009


Washington D.C. – February 28, 2014
http://thealcalde.tumblr.com/post/78456700943/the-sexiest-astrophysicist-alive-jspong

WHATCHA GONNA DO NOW OBAMA, MY CHICAGO BROTHA???? HOW YOU GONNA PROTECT YOUR DAUGHTERS FROM MONSTERS LIKE THIS ONE?????

Memorandum — Establishing a White House Task Force to Protect Students from Sexual Assault

NOT ALONE: The First Report of the White House Task Force to Protect Students From Sexual Assault 

Sexual violence is more than just a crime against individuals. It threatens our families, it threatens our communities; ultimately, it threatens the entire country. It tears apart the fabric of our communities. And that’s why we’re here today — because we have the power to do something about it as a government, as a nation. We have the capacity to stop sexual assault, support those who have survived it, and bring perpetrators to justice.

President Barack Obama, January 22, 2014

(Hey I just thought of another synchronicity: President Obama and I are born one day apart: he is August 4, 1961 and I am August 5, 1961. What a difference a day makes…..)

Freedom from sexual assault is a basic human right… a nation’s decency is in large part measured by how it responds to violence against women… our daughters, our sisters, our wives, our mothers, our grandmothers have every single right to expect to be free from violence and sexual abuse.

Vice President Joe Biden, January 22, 2014

NotAlone.gov

Neil Degrasse Tyson on being Black, and Women in Science

He talks about obstacles to reaching his goal of astrophysicist. Did anyone slip him a mickey? Perhaps this was his way of eliminating the competition….what a scam YOU are Mr. Tyson. Equal Opportunity? Have you just conveniently forgotten that sexual assault is rampant on college and university camases, worldwide. How does it feel to know that YOU are the reason there is one less vblack female galactic astronomer on this planet? Yes, YOU. How many freshman students did you give A’s to when they were failing? Were they really failing, or was that just an easy way to get free blow jobs?

This is photo of his apartment, the location of the incident…..

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OM MAAT GEB

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May the Righteousness of Maat Be Restored Upon the Earth. HOTEP. Peace

Tchiya Amet El Maat, S.E.

 

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The Blue Lotus Speaks Chapter 5: OBERLIN FUCKING COLLEGE!!!!

Here is the letter I recently sent to Oberlin College….

FUCK YOU PROFESSOR WEINSTOCK, DR. PALMIERI. DEAN WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS. ALL OF YOU ARE GOING DOWN. THIS IS SIRIUS RISING!

THIS ONE IS FOR GRACE AUSTIN AND HER FAMILY. THANK YOU SAKARA FOR SUGGESTING I WRITE A LETTER TO THE INSTITUTION. OBAMA IS NEXT….

 

GOING TO OBERLIN WAS LIKE BEING AT A FULL TIME ORGEY. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES. FACULTY, STAFF, STUDENTS. ALL OF YOU WERE SICK THEN AND I HEAR IT IS EVEN WORSE NOW…..

 

 

July 5, 2014

OFFICE OF EQUITY CONCERNS

Sexual Assault task Force:
Office of Equity Concerns
Service Building
173 W. Lorain St., Room 201
Oberlin, OH 44074

To Whom It May Concern at Oberlin College:

This is a Statement of Impact on the Life of Staci Alison Hambric Vela, who at one time in her life, was

an undergraduate student there, from 1979 until 1983.

When I arrived at Oberlin, I was still a very sheltered young woman. By the time I left, my self

confidence had been destroyed, and I had a distrust of men that I had no idea how to even begin to

describe. It is hard to recall the good things about my years there, and one day, I pray that they are

more important to me than the events I am about to describe for you…..

One day during my sophomore year, a freshman student that was from South Africa, cornered me in

my room, wanting to have his way with me. I was still very much virgin, and really had no idea what

was actually happening. I chased him out of my room with an umbrella. I went to the Dean of

Students to make a report. He told me not to say anything about this. The student would be sent back

to his country and be stoned or else he would be exiled and never allowed to see his family again.

LIke a good girl, I did what I was told and remained silent. This horrible guidance haunts me to this

day. Set me on a journey of self hatred, low self esteem, and inability to speak up for myself.

The second event of sexual harassment involved a professor in the Physics department. Prof.

Weinstock. I was having a difficult time in his class, so private tutoring sessions were scheduled.This

was a series of incidents, progressing first with him wanting to molest me, then next session to kiss

me, then for me to kiss him. I ran out of his office after this third and final visit. I was worried because

I needed his class to graduate with my degree. The department head at that time, Joe Palmieri, in my

mind, is just as evil as the perpetrator, because I know that he has covered up for this man before. He

told me that Prof. Weinstock was about to retire, it would ruin up his reputation, and “it would kill his

poor wife Betty”. He cared not how this would ruin my life. I did nothing wrong. I wanted to do well in

my class. It was arranged so that I could take the class during a summer session at the University of

Chicago. It wasn’t the math, because when I took the same class at U of Chicago during the summer,

that professor couldn’t see what the trouble was. I wish that I had transferred to U of C then instead of

finishing at Oberlin! LOL!

When I experienced sexual assault at the hands of a student and sexual molestation from a professor
that I was getting tutoring from, I report these incidents to the Dean of Students as well as the Physics

Department chairman at the time, Joseph  Palmieri. BOTH TIMES, I WAS INSTRUCTED TO REMAIN

SILENT BECAUSE IT WOULD RUIN THEIR LIVES AND KILL HIS POOR WIFE BETTY.

WHAT ABOUT MY LIFE? MY LIFE WAS RUINED.

Do you recall the murder that took place on the campus in 1983? Grace Austin; Sean Culmer. They

were both good friends of mine. I was the last person to speak with both of them before the event. My

photograph from earlier that night was crucial proof of pre-meditated murder. I had to go back to

Oberlin, during midterms at UT, for the murder trail. He killed her because she broke up with him.

These three events defined my years at Oberlin. Unfortunately, they shaped and affected my life for

the next 31 years. There was no counseling offered, no support whatsoever. Even though these

events were 31 years ago, because they were left unresolved, it still feels like it just happened. In

some ways, I have been stuck there…. I am fighting to get past this moment in time…

And so I am writing to you today  to inform you of the impact these incidents have had on my life. Which is

my right as a survivor of sexual harassment, assault and abuse. From what I have gathered, it is wise

that I did NOT go to the police or any campus office that was supposedly there to protect me.

From what I have read, things have not gotten better at Oberlin, they are worse.

They are worse because now there are systems in place to help victims, but it appears they are t

here to protect the perpetrators, especially when their family donates 1 million dollars for a new jazz building.

Ironically, Oberlin was the first private institution of higher learning to admit and graduate both blacks and women. And now, it has the third most sexual assault cases on campus.

When I arrived at UT Austin, the sexual abuse/harassment/assault worsened. I will say that I feel the

treatment that I received while a student at Oberlin set me up for a pattern that would replay itself

throughout my life, until I finally started to get help with PTSD in 2006.

After I withdrew from grad school, I attracted a horrible partner that eventually beat me up pretty

badly. I filed a report, but these events have left huge emotional scars.

Now, the years of doing nothing have caught up to me. I had no idea about the physio and

psychological affects these things can have on one’s body and emotional state. I projected my anger

onto my innocent husband, and after 20 years of marriage, we separated, and are now divorced. He

refuses to pay me the settlement that he offered, agreed to, and even signed for. My oldest daughter

has not spoken to me in 4 years, angered by the fact that she had to endure my undiagnosed PTSD

for her entire life. There, that is my sob story in a nutshell. Perhaps these events did lead to my

withdrawal the first time. I never really thought about it until a few years ago. I could not understand

why I was so unhappy when I was living my dream of having a family, playing music, staying at home

with my children.

I have been wanting to speak out for almost a decide now, since I realized I that I am a trauma

survivor, but have also been living with fear and shame. I cannot live like this any longer. Especially

now that this topic is everywhere in the news. Even Barack Obama, the President of the United States, is addressing sexual assault and harassment on college campuses. I want to see to it somehow that even people like myself, that take years or even decades to heal, can receive support from the community. There was no support

for me then, and there is no real support for me now. One of the perpetrators from my grad school days is now a pubic figure now, and this is another reason I am speaking out: to protect the world from such an evil being. It is

also the reason that it has taken me so long But he is in the  media daily now, and so I am triggered daily as well.

Camille Hamlin Allen serves as a cover up agent for the filth that continues to occur on campus.

When I was graduating, there was a murder on campus, and I received no counseling, no help,

just a plane ticket to the murder trial during my first midterms at grad school. All of these things happened at same time;  and Oberlin College FAILED.

Launching a task force is a great idea and smart political move, but what about the women and men,

that have already been affected? where is there an offer to pay for much needed counseling? financial

support while putting together the pieces of ones life while healing? My life was completely shattered by these

events, and I am here to hold YOU accountable for your actions as well as for your lack of actions.

Peace, Justice, and Truth

Tchiya Amet El Maat, aka, Staci Alison Hambric-Vela

 

 

The Blue Lotus Speaks: Reggae on the River 2014 Reflections UPDATE!

Good Rising. Great Awakenings. Great Sirius Rising!

 

What a difference one moment can make. can change a life for ever. end relationships. exposes truths and weaknesses. empower or ruin lives. I am choosing empowerment. I am choosing to end silence and end violence. Never once imagined that Reggae on the River would be connected to the Blue Lotus Speaks….

 

First, the Good News!   Had an amazing weekend. here are some photos….will have video very soon….

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Special Thanks to Gagan Hunter for photography, video, and help with booth operations and pyramid set up. Special Thanks to Andre Jonson for assistance with program concept and production. Special Thanks to Justin Crellin for such an amazing opportunity. Special Thanks for Pat and Eddie Lincoln for transportation.

Please read Reggae on the River Reflections part 1

 

now for the harsh realities. Not sure if my pondering about events following previous 2 appearances at Reggae had anything to do with this, but here goes….

Less than 2 months after Tchiya Amet Day, End the Silence, End the Violence, (June 7 2014), 2 days before my 53rd birthday, 2 days before the end of my Chiron Return, (August 5, 2014), at around 4pm pst, I was sexually molested/assaulted in broad daylight, in front of my boyfriend, in our booth at Reggae on the River 2014. Fortunatly, it only took me 3 days to file a police report as opposed to 30 years. (Read Blue Lotus Speaks Update)

 

Turns out, there were several instances of this during the course of the weekend. I even heard that the issue was addressed from on stage, that there needs to be more respect of women.   I am asking for your help right now. Help us to identify and nail this creep. Get him off the streets and away from Innocents. Women, Children. Elders, etc.  Help me get this disgusting image of his face out of my mind and onto paper. I completely froze, which is understandable based on my history. But now, I have the opportunity to turn things around. This pervert came to my booth 2 times before, so I know exactly what he looks like, how he sounds. etc,. why didm’t I scream? why didn’t I report to the authorities? why didn’t my boyfriend? TRAUMA.

His name is Mike or Kevin. He is short, dark skinned. Bald. wears glasses or sunglasses. Comes from Nigeria or Ghana, living in Boston with heavy British/Boston accent. was wearing a green t shirt and shorts. very cocky, arrogant bastard. Was volunteering at a friend’s booth, not sure if it was a non-profit booth. wanting to remember what kind of booth it was. came to my booth once in morning, and he even watched my booth while I went to get my cell phone that had been charging at press tent.

Then he came back while I was giving a woman a sound healing treatment. he put his hands on my back and his female friend told him to stop, to leave me alone because I had a client. he told her that he and I went way back (not true! only met him that morning!) and that it was cool??? Then I told him that I was busy and to come back in 20 minutes. He claimed he wanted to buy some oils and a cd.

When he returned a few hours later, he walked right past my boyfriend who was seated in front of merchandise , right behind me, and proceeded to place one hand on my left breast while other hand headed into my vagina.  I raised my hands up, said WHOA and stepped back. I froze for what seemed an eternity. Hands still raised, mouth dropped wide open, eyes bulging. heart pounding. When I was about to tell him to leave, still seated, my boyfriend calmly began to speak with him. This shocked me even more, and traumatized, turned to go work on next client. Kept silent, not wanting to make waves or embarrass boyfriend.

Next day, a friend told me that I need to speak with the boyfriend about what happened. We did, and this led to us breaking up. Some friend! when I called to him today for support, all he could do is tell me that his video had gotten up to 93,000 hits? Ironically, these are the same two people that helped me with my performance and booth operations over the weekend….

Anyhow, I am shocked, as usual, as how insensitive some folks can be. asking me what did I do to attract this? why didn’t I give a signal that I was in danger? That is like asking a car accident victim why they did not drive themselves to the hospital!

I had my first Tae Kwon do Class today. If this ever happens again, or if I see it happening, the pervert will end up in jail, hospital or the morgue. HOTEP.  I am grateful for this Reggae on the River Experience to guide me further along the path of healing self and entire planet. Let’s re-connect in November….

 

Looking for a CRIMINAL SKETCH ARTIST. Well, if you know of this pervert, please contact DEPUTY GOMES AT HUMBOLDT COUNTY SHERIFF OFFICE: 707-445-7251. END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE.   KNOW JUSTICE, KNOW PEACE. NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE.   TCHIYA AMET EL MAAT

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks: Chapter 2

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Please Read Chapter 1: End the Silence, End the Violence: The Blue Lotus Speaks on Tchiya Amet Day

This tells the story of how The Blue Lotus Speaks  came to be….

end silence

 

So, obviously, Chapter 2 will contain the update on the special moments of this healing weekend.

 

As I mentioned previously, when I found the Proclamation for Tchiya Amet Day from Mayor Kirk Watson in a box in January 2014, I really had no idea what it represented or where it might take me. When I began my 40 Day detox, I was pretty close to rock bottom emotionally, spiritually, financially, creatively, even mentally, So grateful to have my health! I just could not get things going in a positive direction. I did not know what to do with my music, and I certainly did not know how to take my healing journey to the next level.

 

Well, that little document manifested an amazing musical wellness event, and an action that I have wanted to take for 30 years, but didn’t even know it is what I wanted to do! LOL!

What follows are photos from the weekend.

 

During the course of this weekend  adventure, there has been sooooo much healing. Including, my healing with Austin Texas Hill Country. I swam in Barton Springs, Krause Springs and Deep Eddy. I was able to let go of so much pain, that I was able to fall in love with Austin all over again. I was able to call upon happy times when I frequented these swimming holes with my family. I wasn’t sad one bit! I was totally stunned and blissed out at the same time. Those waters are so healing and loving and nurturing. Wasn’t even cold compared to the snow melt Eel River of Mendo County! LOL!!

On Thursday June 5 I visited the astronomy dept at UT Austin 16th floor, where I was once a grad student. I went to see what I had missed. The place looks the same after 30 years. It was amazing. My emotions were fluctuating rapidly: happy to not be locked in a cubicle, yet sad that I did not become an astronomer/astronaut. I ran into a former professor. I took a photo outside what was once my office. I cried A LOT! Whew. release. Exhale.

 

I also visited the place where I had the encounter. In other words, where my so called friend, colleague, mentor, and like a brother to me slipped me mickey when I went to visit him one day after class, just like any other normal day. The building is no longer there. They have built something brand new and different. The tree is still there. The tree knows what happened. Even some ravens came to rest in the tree.

This Tree remembers what happened…and so do I…

 

On the street where we lived when we began our family…the actual house is no longer there, but the memories are still ever present.

Also went swimming. Ran into so many fiends that I had not seen in well, 13 years!

Sisters Eternal

 

with Harve Franks at Barton Springs

 

 

 

Friday I went to visit SafePlace Shelter for survivors of sexual assault and domestic violence. While I was walking towards the address, I passed by a beautiful Teal Blue apartment complex. I knew I was in the right place, I have never seen an apartment building painted the colors of sexual assault awareness before. TEAL! The apartment building is the transitional housing. Inside the emergency shelter, it felt like community housing, with individual families sharing group space pods. There is a full and complete school all the way up to high school. There is a commissary, so the residents never have to leave the facility. Much of the food is provided via donations. All of this makes it easier for the children to adjust and feel comfortable in the midst of chaos. There is also a separate residence for men. Unfortunately, men experience sexual assault too, and it is reported even less than by women.

 

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Our Services

SafePlace is ending sexual and domestic violence through safety, healing, prevention and social change.

 

Didn’t feel appropriate to take photos, but here is video clip from the website…

with Ari after the Tour of the Facilities

 

I was able to reconnect with dear friends that knew me well before I started to play music professionally. I was able to see who I was as a younger woman, and reconnect with her/my younger self, as well. So many good feelings were being blocked by painful and negative memories. I even got to play music with my former life partner, an unexpected bonus that brought even more healing to the event on June 7.

 

Here is our first Mercury Retrograde Experience: Oya showed up (Yoruba Ancestor of Storms and Wind) and blew one of the tents UP OVER THE STAGE. FLIPPED IT RIGHT OVER THE STAGE, LANDED UPSIDE DOWN, BEHIND THE STAGE, PRESSING ON A POWER LINE. WHEW!

 

But that did not stop the show….

Isistren

 

 

Listening to Isistren

ending silence

There was a Cosmic Sound Healing demonstration and Akeleah led us in a beautiful guided meditation. During the Musical Wellness event on Tchiya Amet Day, we even had a discussion circle. It was very powerful. We held a conversation about sexual assault. There were people of all ages, including a beautiful young family. Voices Against Violence was on hand to get the communications started. (Let me remind you that this event took place on the first day of this current Mercury Retrograde period…) It was sacred. It was real. It was the beginning of a future dialogue and the beginning of a movement. What I learned from this conversation is that prevention is key.

Synchronistically, there was another event with a similar theme: “Seeds of Hope – A Resource Fair and Celebration for Survivors of Domestic Violence.” | June 7, 2014
Austin City Hall 2 PM-6 PM  held on the same day and time! Next year, we will join forces for an even more successful event.

 

 

During a Sunday Rising session at Ecstatic Dance in Austin (?? Who knew that this powerful sacred form of group prayer began in Texas???) I was showered with downloads about what to do with my music and all of my creative skills and efforts. Even what to do with my life energy from that moment on. It was amazing! Just like my coach Jeffrey Van Dyk from bigvisionbusiness always says: “Whatever is in the way, IS the way!” Let me tell you, my trauma was in the way for 30 years! AND IT IS NO LONGER IN THE WAY: IT HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO THE WAY. TRANSFORMING MY POISON INTO MEDICINE FOR THE ENTIRE PLANET. Now all that remains is to watch this Teal Blue Lotus Blossom unfold…..

Teal Heals…

You might be wondering how did I come to choose the TEAL Blue Lotus?

Blue Lotus from Kemet; symbolizes consciousness, enlightenment.  Symbolizes the throat chakra, yes, and also the womb chakra. They are so connected you know….Blue? Purifying the consciousness, knowledge. When doing womb clearings, I utilize blue cosmic energy to unify and renew the womb to her original state with every breath. The throat chakra of course is a beautiful turquoise blue color. The color for SAA (Sexual Assault Awareness) is TEAL! Saa is a Kemetic word that translates into knowledge with feeling. Put all of this together, and you can see how the name came to be….THE BLUE LOTUS SPEAKS: END THE SILENCE, END THE VIOLENCE.

So, what happened on Monday? MORE SWIMMING! The Barton Springs Pool is still amazing….so healing…

 

Next, I took a trip to the Austin Police Department, where I proceeded to file a report against my assailant, yes 30 years after the encounter.

 

when I first got to station

felt better once I realized what I was doing there…

It was just something that I had to do in order to move forward. I have waited for so long to make sure that I was taking the right action. This entire event manifested from my pure heart, from a pure desire for healing and to see justice. there is much confusion about whether or not I can press charges. There was no statute of limitation on rape at the time, nor were there any DNA samples. I am not attached to the outcome. So we shall have to see how this plays out. I feel so much better now that I have “come out” about the assault. I feel so inspired to focus my efforts towards ending the silence and ending the violence.

At the end of the Circle, Erin of VAV asked us what we can commit to do to help raise awareness about sexual assault in the coming week. I answered that I was going to the police station. DID THAT!

I also have made the commitment to wear TEAL everyday, even if it is “just” toenail polish. Accents. Now I see teal everywhere. And you know what? It really helps me get thru tuff moments. i am not sure if all of the people that wear teal are aware of the symbolism, but it doesn’t matter. It makes me feel better whenever I see it. It reminds me that I am not alone. It reminds me that each time we speak up, raise awareness, listen to someone, hold space for someone, each time we speak to a youth about self respect, prevention, setting boundaries, self care, we are making a difference. It is healing for myself and others, and it feels good to heal the pain instead of just dealing with it.  Next step will be to receive training as an advocate for survivors of sexual assault. In the very near future, I will begin leading a group of women out here on the Rez that are all survivors of sexual assault and/o domestic violence.

 

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this little photo was taken April 28, 2010 when I first decided to face my fears. This was the first time I took action, and confronted the rapist. Special Thanks to Sabryyah that inspired me both times to take action! I am wearing a teal shaw, war paint, and my feathers that I only wear for ceremony and/or performances. The very next day, my mom told me she had ovarian cancer. It felt as if  my clearing of my womb space affected my mother’s womb space. It was just too toxic. Now that she has made her transition, it is time to get back to cleaning my womb space, and to help other survivors to do the same.

Thank Goodness for Cosmic Sound Healing.
Austin, get ready for June 7, 2015…

I’LL BE BAAAACK!

Ankh, Udja, Seneb. Life, Vitality and Health!
Love Never Ends. It changes, and it changes us.

Love always, Tchiya

End the Silence, End the Violence! The Blue Lotus Speaks….

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The Blue Lotus Speaks on June 7th, Tchiya Amet Day.

Thirteen years ago on this day, Mayor Kirk Watson was in the practice of assigning musical bands their own day. Since the name of the music project at the time,Tchiya Amet, has the same name that I do, I was given my own Day. I have never really paid attention to this fact until a few months ago.

Tchiya Amet Day
My first thought was to arrange a mini festival version of what I used to do when I lived in Austin. But Rosewood Pavilion was booked for the entire month due to Juneteenth.

It took awhile to connect with Harold McMillan, founder and director of Kenny Dorham’s Back Yard.

 

1106 E. 11th Street
Austin, Tx 78702

Synchronistically, it was while working with Harold on the Clarksville Jazz Festival (1993) that I became inspired to create and produce the Marcus Mosiah Garvey Appreciation Days (1993-1994).   Anyway, by the time I had connected with Harold, the concept of the Day had transformed into a musical day of healing, and a day of speaking about a subject that is currently in the news:

SEXUAL ASSAULT ON COLLEGE CAMPUSES.

Read a few articles here:

Task Force named at Oberlin College

Does the Ivy League Have a Sexual Assault Problem?

Memorandum — Establishing a White House Task Force to Protect Students from Sexual Assault

NOT ALONE: The First Report of the White House Task Force to Protect Students From Sexual Assault 

Sexual violence is more than just a crime against individuals. It threatens our families, it threatens our communities; ultimately, it threatens the entire country. It tears apart the fabric of our communities. And that’s why we’re here today — because we have the power to do something about it as a government, as a nation. We have the capacity to stop sexual assault, support those who have survived it, and bring perpetrators to justice.

President Barack Obama, January 22, 2014

(Hey I just thought of another synchronicity: President Obama and I are born one day apart: he is August 4, 1961 and I am August 5, 1961. What a difference a day makes…..)

Freedom from sexual assault is a basic human right… a nation’s decency is in large part measured by how it responds to violence against women… our daughters, our sisters, our wives, our mothers, our grandmothers have every single right to expect to be free from violence and sexual abuse.

Vice President Joe Biden, January 22, 2014

NotAlone.gov

Austin Chronicle: Fighting Sexual Assault
Amid growing national momentum, UT-Austin takes steps to protect incoming students

 

You see, this year also marks the 30th anniversary of the 3 times that I was assaulted while a student at UT Austin. It has taken me this long to speak about it, or to take action, or to bring the incident into my musical life. Or let alone, to express it in my music. I have done a great deal of healing since it was first brought to my attention that even if it is someone that you know that slips you a mickey, it is still rape. I had basically been living with undiagnosed PTSD for 25 years until my former husband and life partner of 20 years brought this to my attention. In a flash, I instantly knew why I had been having such a difficult time in life. Anger, mood swings, depression, isolation, low self esteem, etc. You might be saying you had no idea…..

 

 

This revelation was in 2005. Shortly after that, everything began to unravel. Everything that had been built on an illusion. And many new wonderful cycles and experiences began. Flash forward 9 years to the present moment. Since I first had the inspiration to come to Austin for this Day, I knew that I wanted to start speaking out and helping others. Turn this poison into medicine. I knew that this was the next step in my healing: telling our stories helps us and it also helps others. One of the incidents involves an individual that is now a celebrity, and I continue to be triggered weekly, or even daily. When I called a hotline for guidance last week, I was instructed to never tell my story. How ironic, for the past 30 years, I have lived in fear of speaking out, and now that I am ready, I am told to remain silent. Well, I cannot. I want to see to it that with all of this talk going on about sexual assault on campus, that there are protocols for those that step forward many years later. Right now, let me tell you, there ain’t much….Come to think of it, there wasn’t much support back then either, but that is another blog entry. Or chapter.

end silence

 

here is the slideshare invitation

Blue Lotus Musical Healing with Tchiya Amet

 

the Press Release.doc
the Press Release.pdf

 

The Blue Lotus Speaks: End the Silence, End the Violence
June 7, 2014
Tchiya Amet Day!
3-8 pm at Kenny Dorham’s Back Yard
1106 E. 11th Street     Austin, Tx 78702
Donations Accepted: Proceeds benefit Safe Place.

 

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Another synchronicity, Harold was on staff at UT when I was a grad student. He was one of the first staff members that I became acquainted with. Even when I had my first job as a waitress at Wildflowers, the Whole Foods Restaurant back in the day, he had a band that would come play music there. We even played together in the band called One Nation.

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 (Harold is the second dread from the right)

If you like my music, and/or care about this cause, or perhaps you are in need of some healing, or maybe you are interested in Cosmic Sound Healing, or for any other reason that I have yet to mention here, do come on through! Maybe simply because we haven’t seen each other in 13 years (!!), I’d love to see you….. Or, perhaps you would like to perform a song, a poem, a collaboration, or present your own healing technique, please contact me at amet13 at tchiya.com. and also 7079726831. The other reason I am doing this is because I need support, too. Even after all of these years. For more information, visit tchiya.com and cosmic.tchiya.com

 

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I have a funny feeling that this is only the beginning….

 

Love and Light, Tchiya